Anyway... feeling like writing bec today at Desperate Housewives it's all about judging, judgement, and getting judged of course...
as Mary alice young said... It's very easy to judge people by they have done, but when we're the one being judged we get defensive, and even blame other for our mistake/fault. and Certainly how do we judge ourself and how do we live with that judgement even after ignoring other's judgement.
So, question to self, "how do I manage to somehow getting judges by my family as a ungrateful selfish-spoiled brat; cruel and all over by my friends; while I can't even manage to finish everything I'm suppose to do and times seems to fly by so fast, and yet I didn't even move an inch in my life?"
I don't know... I really wish I know and can manage to do everything a child, friend, student, independent human being.... I really wish that I can be a better at all of this... I wish to change, and I know I can and I will be though I must ay it will took time...and place... oh I just wish that I can really fast forward this next 9months so that this "life" i had here can be over now instead of torturing me for the next 9 months. I can finally leave this part of my life behind and start a complete new one right now.... but I cna't fast forward time, due to not having a Universal remote of my life..... on my hand. so gotta suck it up stay strong...especially through this verge of my "breakdown"/"heart attack" / "stroke" and whatever else I called it.... 9 months left just stay strong, and believe in myself. and all of the support of my friends would be all I needed. thank for all of them, guys....
Now that the depressing part is over... Oh, My goddess Desperate Housewives is very funny, and Brothers&Sisters after is Hilarious with the dropping jaw guest star,Gilles Marini . Which lliterally drop the jaw of most of the cast, which was hilarious.... cna't stop laughing, a perfect ending , then ending I needed after being left home alone of 3 days and nite by my roommates,(they did ask and black mailed me to come with them, but I have to said no bec I got class) and makes me feel so lonely and homesick I even sleep in the sofa just bec I don't wanna sleep in my bed in my room when I know that the next room is empty and no one's going to knock on my door, that and the 42" 1080p TV flat screen is better than the 32" 720p LCD monitor in my room. So, I move everything downstair until they finally came back last nite...
Bro&Sis is super hilarious Have I mention there's dancingS , and the very drool-worthy, jaw-dropping of Gilles Marini coming out of the pool in a speedo? or normal swimming trunk, I didn't even know what was that, bec the camera isn't focused on that ONLY, but the close up of the juciest of entire human body, I guess....Half kidding, I was laughing myself off especially watching all the reaction of the entire family spying on him in a slow motion dripping wet out of the pool scene(too bad I gotta keep my mouth shut very quickly remembering my baby is sleeping next room)
Anyway hopefully u guys enjoy this weekend of yours, and don't miss the latest Desperate Housewife and Brothers&Sisters this week, go to www.abc.com and watch those online, and use hotspotshield, so that all of u who are out of the USA internet user can still watch it for free on ABC.com website.
As Kitty text the entire house,
"The House is on Fire & party on the swimming pool"
Enjoy...,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
