+ Change flight date for Dec Jan
+ record conversation for class, analysis paper due on 15 oct 08
+ Do all quizzes, midterm deadline 5 oct 11.59 p.m.
+ 1st Oct 2008 pay rent
+ Get a car wash, +do and extra windshield tinting
+ Do laundry
+ Pay bills
+ I can't seem to remember the rest
+ look for gift, Miss FashionDiva B'day is 6 Oct 2008
+ Apply for Psy Chi, deadline application is 15Oct 2008
+ So far I think that's it, although I'm sure there much more to come but my priority for the next two weeks would be these
Monday, September 29, 2008
Desperate Housewife is back... huh.................
Desperate Housewife is back on Tv,yea...
I dunno if I should be happy or not about this.
I love Desperate Housewife it's just that after last season finale where they just cut the freaking ending into the future fast forward it into 5years in the future. Huh, it's like saying that everything is starting over, where Susan turns to Gaby, Gaby turns to Lanette, Lanette turns to Bree, and Bree turns into Susan, I think. Plus the returns of Eddie Brit the skank. Ugh, anyway it's still funny and as dramatic as always and we do have 5years to catch up to the nowadays year. Nice, I guess.
I just can't believe they broke up Susan and Mike AGAIN... I hate it, I hate it so much. Although, Susan maybe lose her clumsy acts, then again I might speak to soon. She's much hotter of course. I'm glad to know that Gaby gets better I mean physically I remember that she couldn't get pregnant a few seasons before bec of her physical conditions. The redheads are still amazing, Bree and Catherine is still wonderful redheaded bitch, that surely can survive anything life throws at them. And Lanette as great as always the best mother, it just hateful that her kids is just plain Devil's Spawn, ugh. I hope we gets to learn more about what happen on the last 5 years and Susan and Mike forever... I guess.
And Mary Alice Young does do the best narration there is for Tv drama shows sometimes even better than Grey's Anatomy narration.
Mary Alice Young: "It goes by so quickly. In the flash, the life we knew is gone forever and we're left to ask ourselves: how could he have left me, when did my beauty starts to fade, why has my friend change, was I the best mother I could have been. Of course, there are some people who understand how quickly time passes and determine to get what they want before it's too late."
Yeah, well I love this quote, it reminds us to appreciate time more than we already have. And of course when some of us spends some time to dwell in the past, the rest of us are going to try to do our best to spend our time more efficiently on getting what we're chasing after. Don't forget that, so time your time, spend it more on the future and present rather than just remembering the past, ok?
Watch out more for the future rather than what coulda woulda shoulda from the past,ok
OXOX
Tao Priestess
I dunno if I should be happy or not about this.
I love Desperate Housewife it's just that after last season finale where they just cut the freaking ending into the future fast forward it into 5years in the future. Huh, it's like saying that everything is starting over, where Susan turns to Gaby, Gaby turns to Lanette, Lanette turns to Bree, and Bree turns into Susan, I think. Plus the returns of Eddie Brit the skank. Ugh, anyway it's still funny and as dramatic as always and we do have 5years to catch up to the nowadays year. Nice, I guess.
I just can't believe they broke up Susan and Mike AGAIN... I hate it, I hate it so much. Although, Susan maybe lose her clumsy acts, then again I might speak to soon. She's much hotter of course. I'm glad to know that Gaby gets better I mean physically I remember that she couldn't get pregnant a few seasons before bec of her physical conditions. The redheads are still amazing, Bree and Catherine is still wonderful redheaded bitch, that surely can survive anything life throws at them. And Lanette as great as always the best mother, it just hateful that her kids is just plain Devil's Spawn, ugh. I hope we gets to learn more about what happen on the last 5 years and Susan and Mike forever... I guess.
And Mary Alice Young does do the best narration there is for Tv drama shows sometimes even better than Grey's Anatomy narration.
Mary Alice Young: "It goes by so quickly. In the flash, the life we knew is gone forever and we're left to ask ourselves: how could he have left me, when did my beauty starts to fade, why has my friend change, was I the best mother I could have been. Of course, there are some people who understand how quickly time passes and determine to get what they want before it's too late."
Yeah, well I love this quote, it reminds us to appreciate time more than we already have. And of course when some of us spends some time to dwell in the past, the rest of us are going to try to do our best to spend our time more efficiently on getting what we're chasing after. Don't forget that, so time your time, spend it more on the future and present rather than just remembering the past, ok?
Watch out more for the future rather than what coulda woulda shoulda from the past,ok
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Saturday, September 27, 2008
I am really one UN-grateful son of a bitch, and I hope that you all can change that, but I don't think so
Ok, so ever since the heat of me getting a tattoo happening in my blog.
My relationships with my two best friends Girl-M and Naidelyn have been on the rock. So after all of that passed somehow we now managed to keep emailing each other at least once a week, and it's really done good to bring us even closer, our old long distance relationships used to consist of 1sms per month maybe. Anyway, so basically Naidelyn was saying that I'm very ungrateful that I didn't even feel grateful to be able to go to college, and everything, but all I can do is whine whine and whine, and she told me to try to be grateful for what you have and you will feel the difference after you feel blessed and grateful for everything.
Which makes me think, and I know that she's right absolutely without any doubt, Of course she's right, I'm a pompous ass, I know I been "lucky" that all my life I didn't have to suffer for food, home and education. Of course, even though I never actually feel that way bec I was born that way, and I thought that's how everybody has it. But now and then since I was little, people been calling me "lucky" and saying that my family is rich and everything although I swear I never know or never feel like MY FAMILY is rich or whatever, but after so many of the same exact comment I just started to believe that I was, but I stopped myself bec I'm not rich, MY FAMILY is rich maybe, yes, but me no, I'm not and I can assure you that. I'm financially independent on my parents, so maybe My PARENTs are rich, me not so much.
Have I ever told you guys that even since I was little, and one day at school I learn something called "WILL" ato Wasiat. Apearently there's such thing that can make you inherit everything that your parents own to you, when (GODDESS BLESS) they passed away. I went home that time and I started thinking if my dad passed away, then I as the oldest child would have to inherit our "family" company, and rule as their leader/director or whatever. And I got scared, I was maybe around 8 or younger, I really got scared and think that I would in anyway be able to be the head of the "family" company, I can't lead(I'm quite shy on my elementary years in KY, I think, at least that's what I remembered) anyone and especially I don't want to lead I hate leading especially bec no one actually ever listen to me(yeah besides that I was actually literally being told to handle all my younger cousins+brothers seriously in every family events bec of course I'm the oldest grandchild from both families, really a pain since I tried and none would listen to me, I just went back and do nothing bec they do not listen to me so even if you tell me to control them, I can't really do anythign there's 1 of me and 5/6 of them, but now when I grew up I have gotten used to the words, but now unconsciously&consciously I do control them, better than I was before, even though of course they can really tell me to butt off literally nowadays, but too bad it's in my program now, nothing can remove that "take care of all your cousins" program from me, at least it's for my favorite family, my mother side of course, I couldn't care less for whatever, shitty cousins from my father side of the family, I don't care about them at all)
Anyway so I ask my dad if such things as will was true, he dad yes and then I started crying or something, saying I don't wanna rule the "family" company, I hate telling people what to do, I would rather getting told on what to do,I said. Maybe since then my dad never really sees me as potential heiress, or whatever, and really pissed at me unconsciously or so,(some other time story) So anyway growing up I actually keep on whispering on my first brother, A2's ear that he is the heiress of the "family" company, keep on doing that for 8 years more or so, and nowadays everytime someone ask him of what he wanted to do or to be he automatically said, "I dunno, replacing dad take care of the "family" company, I guess." Wow, I can't believe that I w2as managed to use somewhat psychology on my bro at a very young age to actually get him to do some dirty work of replacing me as the heiress, oh, well, but of course I do believe that he's the true "heiress" of the company and he did turns out to be. He follows all my dad's educational footstep, and maybe even be better. And my dad maybe ever since that I told him that I refused to be the heiress or whatever have put the same thought and energy as to my bro becoming the heiress, I think. A2 turns out to be everything like what my dad is really personality and everything, but of course with more consideration to hair coloring, and punk hair style. I dunno if my bro turns out to be the true heiress bec of he was born to be it or that he was told to be it by me and/or my dad, that he did turns out to be the true heiress, but it doesn't matter everything feels right that him beign the heiress, not me, and he did turns out to be, from the worst naughtiest kid I have ever met into this charming gentleman who knows what to say,how to control and almost a complete replica of what my dad is, but just worse, in a good way though.
So, I'm glad I got out of that "hell hole" I guess for me it is. and I get to pursue my own dream, I guess.
I dunno if I am truly an un-materialistic person ever, the person who believe money can't buy happiness and materialistic are nothing, bla..bla..bla... or that I'm just that way bec I have never felt life without running out of money or other materialistic stuff. So anyway I have definitely never felt grateful for any materialistic stuff that I enjoy or take for granted or my parents is who they are, I so wish for my godmother and godfather to be my parents, but well actually no buts. I do want them that way, but I know there nothing I can do to change the past or whatever things that I can't control, and I do deal with it, I accept my parents just the way they are, I don't really like them, but they are my parents I can't change that fact. I do want to, but I can't so I deal with it, they are my parents and I do know that they love me, they might not like me much or at all, but they do love me, I'm sure of that even though I don't see or feel prove of it, but I know that they do for sure bec everybody in my family assure me,so and I believe them and I believe my parent when they say they love me, it's just they way they give love it's a little annoying. I don't know if I love my parents (ever since I moved here to U.S.A. I don't feel, actually I don't think I have never feel that I missed them, I remember I missed my brothers a little, I think, I missed my Godparents, I know that and I like them and I think I love them. I know that I love my cousins, especially my god siblings, I know that for sure I missed my cousins that I know for sure.) But to be truthful whenever I said I love you or something like that to my friends, I only feel a little bit of me moved whenever someone said that to me or saying that to someone else, but very very little, trust me I almost can never feel it.
And I told you all that I sometimes didn't even know that I'm liking someone until after I learn how to psychoanalyze and everything I psychoanalyze myself and conclude that I did like someone at that time, but besides that I really don't fell a thing, no butterflies, no twitching on my heart of stomach, whenever I see someone I like or so, I only felt jealous once the like-jealous, once for ever other kind of jealousies it comes and goes like any normal human.
So of course after being able to psychoanalyze myself I figured something out.
All humans are selfish and perfectionist or so.
I come to that conclusion after I started thinking why I wanna learn psychology, and I know why I wanna do it bec I wanna be a marriage counselor and psychology is the basic, etc, but apparently unconsciously I wan to learn psychology bec I can't read people, I trust people to easily, I dunno if they meant well or not if they're in sad or happy on the inside aside form what everything they are telling me. So I actually want to learn or have passion in psychology bec I want to cover up my weakness of not being able to read people's intention or motives, and after talking to some more people I realized that everyone have passion on whatever they are learning to cover up their weaknesses more or so. So I hold this principle and it actually does make sense bec we want to be perfect and perfect people don't have weakness. I'm good at math I know that and my brain just makes every sense to be in math, but my passion is not there, that's why I didn't pursue a degree in math. I go with my passion bec I know getting degree on math is not what's going to make me happy, but psychology will and I know that
So, anyone can guess where I'm going with this, of course back to the original topic gratefulness, and as I state again all human is selfish and perfectionist.
So since I have every materialistic whatever I can handle in my life or whatsoever, what I truly wish for is of course something non-materialistic that can only be found in life, and I mean "True Love" it is my true wish to have that someone in my life and I can only be happy bec of it, or at least that is how my brain perceive it.
So all the money in the world can't make me happy, none of the material in this world can, only when I actually found "True Love" that I can be truly happy and of course grateful.
I'm sure that you all will think that I'm one ungrateful son of a bitch for even saying this, but I really do feel that way. And I don't think you can say anything to change the way I feel. I really wish you guys can do it,too really, seriously bec I don't wanna be this pompous ass that can't be grateful for anything until I found true love, I don't I really really don't. Bring it on, I wish you guys all the luck to convince me otherwise
And what I'm going to say is that
I really don't guys, I'm sorry. I really wished you all can say somethings that can make me feel otherwise, but I really don't think you guys will be able to though.
If Goddess come to me one day and told me my fate that I was NEVER going to found my "True Love" and if I want to change my fate, where I'm poor,ill,etc , but I get just a slight chance, like 0.00001% of finding "True Love". I'm seriously going to take that offer, without a heartbeat, no doubt bec I know why I'm here in this world to find HER and make her happy in anyway possible (and I know some of you will go on saying, how can you make her happy without money and health, well if I'm very lucky enough my true love wouldn't care about the same thing that I don't care about which includes money,etc, but if just lucky enough, then I will I swear even if I have to sell my soul to the devil I will make her happy, damn it.) If this is hard to believe for you guys, I believe that you find it that way, I do. We all want different things our priorities are different and it's ok.you don't have to agree with me, for you, some other things might worth all that,and it's fine. We just have to agree to disagree.Agree to be okay that we don't want the same things, it's fine, really. Like my friend Jo Cassanova. I swear if God appear to him and told him that his fate was never to be rich, but he can pick any woman he wants to be his "True LoveS" yes multiples and will have any thing else that he wanted expect for getting rich,, it's just that he'll never get rich in however way he can. And change his fate into someone who going to be stinkin filthy rich , but can never love a woman or be loved by his "True LoveS" or whatever else that sort of options, and I swear he will say yea to his new fate for him falling in love is nothing, it's not something that he wants or need. And for me falling in love is my purpose in this world, I really do, which is why it's all I ever want and all I ever need. Yeah, and Jo Cassanova always said to me whenever I told him all what I told you guys, that, "Tuhan maha adil(God always fair)" What he means is, since I feel like money is no object of my desire maybe bec it wasn't or I was just born lucky in wealth, so I want something I can't have which is love, and he can have any woman's love, but all he wants is to be a "somebody" to be stinkin rich and be respectable "someone" a part of the highest class of people in the world. So yeah I guess GODDESS is always fair or maybe that human is just plain selfish bec we all just want what we can't have, don't we? Oh, well.
So good luck trying to kick this pompous ass out of me, SERIOUSLY, good luck bec I don't think I'll ever feel grateful as long as I haven't found my true love. Sorry.
OXOX
Tao Priestess
My relationships with my two best friends Girl-M and Naidelyn have been on the rock. So after all of that passed somehow we now managed to keep emailing each other at least once a week, and it's really done good to bring us even closer, our old long distance relationships used to consist of 1sms per month maybe. Anyway, so basically Naidelyn was saying that I'm very ungrateful that I didn't even feel grateful to be able to go to college, and everything, but all I can do is whine whine and whine, and she told me to try to be grateful for what you have and you will feel the difference after you feel blessed and grateful for everything.
Which makes me think, and I know that she's right absolutely without any doubt, Of course she's right, I'm a pompous ass, I know I been "lucky" that all my life I didn't have to suffer for food, home and education. Of course, even though I never actually feel that way bec I was born that way, and I thought that's how everybody has it. But now and then since I was little, people been calling me "lucky" and saying that my family is rich and everything although I swear I never know or never feel like MY FAMILY is rich or whatever, but after so many of the same exact comment I just started to believe that I was, but I stopped myself bec I'm not rich, MY FAMILY is rich maybe, yes, but me no, I'm not and I can assure you that. I'm financially independent on my parents, so maybe My PARENTs are rich, me not so much.
Have I ever told you guys that even since I was little, and one day at school I learn something called "WILL" ato Wasiat. Apearently there's such thing that can make you inherit everything that your parents own to you, when (GODDESS BLESS) they passed away. I went home that time and I started thinking if my dad passed away, then I as the oldest child would have to inherit our "family" company, and rule as their leader/director or whatever. And I got scared, I was maybe around 8 or younger, I really got scared and think that I would in anyway be able to be the head of the "family" company, I can't lead(I'm quite shy on my elementary years in KY, I think, at least that's what I remembered) anyone and especially I don't want to lead I hate leading especially bec no one actually ever listen to me(yeah besides that I was actually literally being told to handle all my younger cousins+brothers seriously in every family events bec of course I'm the oldest grandchild from both families, really a pain since I tried and none would listen to me, I just went back and do nothing bec they do not listen to me so even if you tell me to control them, I can't really do anythign there's 1 of me and 5/6 of them, but now when I grew up I have gotten used to the words, but now unconsciously&consciously I do control them, better than I was before, even though of course they can really tell me to butt off literally nowadays, but too bad it's in my program now, nothing can remove that "take care of all your cousins" program from me, at least it's for my favorite family, my mother side of course, I couldn't care less for whatever, shitty cousins from my father side of the family, I don't care about them at all)
Anyway so I ask my dad if such things as will was true, he dad yes and then I started crying or something, saying I don't wanna rule the "family" company, I hate telling people what to do, I would rather getting told on what to do,I said. Maybe since then my dad never really sees me as potential heiress, or whatever, and really pissed at me unconsciously or so,(some other time story) So anyway growing up I actually keep on whispering on my first brother, A2's ear that he is the heiress of the "family" company, keep on doing that for 8 years more or so, and nowadays everytime someone ask him of what he wanted to do or to be he automatically said, "I dunno, replacing dad take care of the "family" company, I guess." Wow, I can't believe that I w2as managed to use somewhat psychology on my bro at a very young age to actually get him to do some dirty work of replacing me as the heiress, oh, well, but of course I do believe that he's the true "heiress" of the company and he did turns out to be. He follows all my dad's educational footstep, and maybe even be better. And my dad maybe ever since that I told him that I refused to be the heiress or whatever have put the same thought and energy as to my bro becoming the heiress, I think. A2 turns out to be everything like what my dad is really personality and everything, but of course with more consideration to hair coloring, and punk hair style. I dunno if my bro turns out to be the true heiress bec of he was born to be it or that he was told to be it by me and/or my dad, that he did turns out to be the true heiress, but it doesn't matter everything feels right that him beign the heiress, not me, and he did turns out to be, from the worst naughtiest kid I have ever met into this charming gentleman who knows what to say,how to control and almost a complete replica of what my dad is, but just worse, in a good way though.
So, I'm glad I got out of that "hell hole" I guess for me it is. and I get to pursue my own dream, I guess.
I dunno if I am truly an un-materialistic person ever, the person who believe money can't buy happiness and materialistic are nothing, bla..bla..bla... or that I'm just that way bec I have never felt life without running out of money or other materialistic stuff. So anyway I have definitely never felt grateful for any materialistic stuff that I enjoy or take for granted or my parents is who they are, I so wish for my godmother and godfather to be my parents, but well actually no buts. I do want them that way, but I know there nothing I can do to change the past or whatever things that I can't control, and I do deal with it, I accept my parents just the way they are, I don't really like them, but they are my parents I can't change that fact. I do want to, but I can't so I deal with it, they are my parents and I do know that they love me, they might not like me much or at all, but they do love me, I'm sure of that even though I don't see or feel prove of it, but I know that they do for sure bec everybody in my family assure me,so and I believe them and I believe my parent when they say they love me, it's just they way they give love it's a little annoying. I don't know if I love my parents (ever since I moved here to U.S.A. I don't feel, actually I don't think I have never feel that I missed them, I remember I missed my brothers a little, I think, I missed my Godparents, I know that and I like them and I think I love them. I know that I love my cousins, especially my god siblings, I know that for sure I missed my cousins that I know for sure.) But to be truthful whenever I said I love you or something like that to my friends, I only feel a little bit of me moved whenever someone said that to me or saying that to someone else, but very very little, trust me I almost can never feel it.
And I told you all that I sometimes didn't even know that I'm liking someone until after I learn how to psychoanalyze and everything I psychoanalyze myself and conclude that I did like someone at that time, but besides that I really don't fell a thing, no butterflies, no twitching on my heart of stomach, whenever I see someone I like or so, I only felt jealous once the like-jealous, once for ever other kind of jealousies it comes and goes like any normal human.
So of course after being able to psychoanalyze myself I figured something out.
All humans are selfish and perfectionist or so.
I come to that conclusion after I started thinking why I wanna learn psychology, and I know why I wanna do it bec I wanna be a marriage counselor and psychology is the basic, etc, but apparently unconsciously I wan to learn psychology bec I can't read people, I trust people to easily, I dunno if they meant well or not if they're in sad or happy on the inside aside form what everything they are telling me. So I actually want to learn or have passion in psychology bec I want to cover up my weakness of not being able to read people's intention or motives, and after talking to some more people I realized that everyone have passion on whatever they are learning to cover up their weaknesses more or so. So I hold this principle and it actually does make sense bec we want to be perfect and perfect people don't have weakness. I'm good at math I know that and my brain just makes every sense to be in math, but my passion is not there, that's why I didn't pursue a degree in math. I go with my passion bec I know getting degree on math is not what's going to make me happy, but psychology will and I know that
So, anyone can guess where I'm going with this, of course back to the original topic gratefulness, and as I state again all human is selfish and perfectionist.
So since I have every materialistic whatever I can handle in my life or whatsoever, what I truly wish for is of course something non-materialistic that can only be found in life, and I mean "True Love" it is my true wish to have that someone in my life and I can only be happy bec of it, or at least that is how my brain perceive it.
So all the money in the world can't make me happy, none of the material in this world can, only when I actually found "True Love" that I can be truly happy and of course grateful.
I'm sure that you all will think that I'm one ungrateful son of a bitch for even saying this, but I really do feel that way. And I don't think you can say anything to change the way I feel. I really wish you guys can do it,too really, seriously bec I don't wanna be this pompous ass that can't be grateful for anything until I found true love, I don't I really really don't. Bring it on, I wish you guys all the luck to convince me otherwise
And what I'm going to say is that
I don't know how to be grateful when my true wish have never actually come true.
I really don't guys, I'm sorry. I really wished you all can say somethings that can make me feel otherwise, but I really don't think you guys will be able to though.
If Goddess come to me one day and told me my fate that I was NEVER going to found my "True Love" and if I want to change my fate, where I'm poor,ill,etc , but I get just a slight chance, like 0.00001% of finding "True Love". I'm seriously going to take that offer, without a heartbeat, no doubt bec I know why I'm here in this world to find HER and make her happy in anyway possible (and I know some of you will go on saying, how can you make her happy without money and health, well if I'm very lucky enough my true love wouldn't care about the same thing that I don't care about which includes money,etc, but if just lucky enough, then I will I swear even if I have to sell my soul to the devil I will make her happy, damn it.) If this is hard to believe for you guys, I believe that you find it that way, I do. We all want different things our priorities are different and it's ok.you don't have to agree with me, for you, some other things might worth all that,and it's fine. We just have to agree to disagree.Agree to be okay that we don't want the same things, it's fine, really. Like my friend Jo Cassanova. I swear if God appear to him and told him that his fate was never to be rich, but he can pick any woman he wants to be his "True LoveS" yes multiples and will have any thing else that he wanted expect for getting rich,, it's just that he'll never get rich in however way he can. And change his fate into someone who going to be stinkin filthy rich , but can never love a woman or be loved by his "True LoveS" or whatever else that sort of options, and I swear he will say yea to his new fate for him falling in love is nothing, it's not something that he wants or need. And for me falling in love is my purpose in this world, I really do, which is why it's all I ever want and all I ever need. Yeah, and Jo Cassanova always said to me whenever I told him all what I told you guys, that, "Tuhan maha adil(God always fair)" What he means is, since I feel like money is no object of my desire maybe bec it wasn't or I was just born lucky in wealth, so I want something I can't have which is love, and he can have any woman's love, but all he wants is to be a "somebody" to be stinkin rich and be respectable "someone" a part of the highest class of people in the world. So yeah I guess GODDESS is always fair or maybe that human is just plain selfish bec we all just want what we can't have, don't we? Oh, well.
So good luck trying to kick this pompous ass out of me, SERIOUSLY, good luck bec I don't think I'll ever feel grateful as long as I haven't found my true love. Sorry.
OXOX
Tao Priestess
All About Fairytales. (Grey's Premiere quotes)
Yes, finally my main life support to live is back:
Ow, yeah Grey's Anatomy open up with it's big 2 hours season 5 premiere.
Ugh, so nice. So I'm trying to see what I can quote from this episode, but surprisingly the best quote of this episode, actually come from the character that I least like. The nice news about this episode would be that Journeyman is guess staring on Grey's as this hottie soldier doctor, his early nick name for now is Dr.McScottish who is going to be Chistina's love interest in this season, uuh... and maybe even joining the cast of Grey's, but I think we have McDreamy and McSteamy should be enough hot guys doctor. I want a very sexy and irresistable new hot female doctors. I love Ellen Pompeo, but she's the only one I adore used to be also Kate Walsh playing McDreamy's ex wife Dr.Addison, a real sexy red-head oh, yeah, but she got her own show "Private Pratice, which premiere next week. Lexie Grey is kind of sexy, but not funny enough. I heard rumor of Joshua Jackson from Dawson's Creek joining apearently he's on another show, Fringe. Other time story. Yeah,oh well whatever it is I'll get all the Grey's Anatomy I can get.
Best quote:
Women patient: "Why do men cheat?"
Alex Karev: "Maybe, he was alone. He was down and he didn't want you to see him like that, in pain, weak, less than a man. he has his pride, so he turn away. It's not right, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't care. I swear it doesn't."
Wow, very surprising answer, especially coming from him. And as much as you all know how much I hate men for cheating on their wife and degrading women,etc , but I am partly a man, and I can't change that and I don't think I want to be especially this way I can view the world as both gender or so. Well, as much as I hate to admit it, but yes even though men are mostly "pig" , but sometimes things just happen, promises broken and mistakes were made even though we tried and did our best to be as true as possible to our partners. Forgiveness is not an easy thing to gain, but it's even harder to forget, so I really think that we should forgive everything that we can bec without forgiving, it'll be more harder to forget, right? And time heals everything, it's just that we don't know how slow or how long, but time will tell that everything is going to be alright... Everything will be ... alright...
Anyway, of course besides that quote the always best quote most likely will always be from Meredith Grey because of course she is the main character and also the narrator of every episode of Grey's Anatomy, ok, almost every episode(I remember there's one episode where some other char is narrating, and on the recaps of season 3, the famous Denny, a patient char who is in love and wants to marry Izzie, host that one).
Meredith Grey (Opening): "We all remember the bed time stories of our childhood. The shoe fits Cinderella, The frog turns into a prince, Sleeping Beauty is awaken with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they happily ever after. Fairytale, the stuff of dreams. The promblem is, fairytales don't come true. Is the other story, the one that begins with dark and stormy night and ends with the unspeakable. Is the nightmare that always seem to become reality." "The person that invented the phrase 'happily ever after' SHOULD HAVE HIS ASS KICKED so hard."
Mer: "I'm leaning into the fear, to get into my happy ending."
Very nice, that is true without courage can we achieve anything?
McScottish: "In the field, you do what you can, you work with what you have. It's not about something. It's not about being the best, but SAVING LIVES. I makes mistakes and guys died by my hand, good guys, guys who are fighting for their country on the desert. I don't know everything, nobody does. That why I make mistakes. and I learned from them, and the next time I don't make that mistake again, so the next time, the next guy, he lives. Mistake is how you learn."
Very well said. This quote. it's just wonderful quote and everyone should LISTEN to it.
Lexie Grey: " It happens, people makes mistakes. They sleep with the wrong person and they hide it, but if you ask me the part that comes after that matters, the part where you make it right"
I think it is absolutely very true, mistakes were made and we can't change the past. So we have to move on and deal with whatever already happen bec if we don't then how can we move on and enjoy whatever the future will have?
Dr. Mark Sloan: "When I like someobody, I make sure they know it. Life's too short to live any other way."
This comes from the "Playboy" Dr McSteamy. Then again, I do got him a couple of time for my Grey's Anatomy char results and I do hold the same principle. I always prefer to say it and get rejected rather than spending the rest of my life, wondering what it coulda, shoulda, woulda been. What you guys think?
Christina: "Why do you care what I think?"
Meredith: "Bec you're my PERSON and if I'm gonna do this with him, be whole, and healthy and be a warm and gooey person who lives with a boy, I need you. I need you on board. I need you to cheer me on cause u're the only one who knows me, darkly, really knows me. I need you to pretend that I can do this even if you don't believe it bec id you abandon my now, I will never make it and I'll never get my happy ending, and that's just ..."
C: "LIFE!"
Mer: "I'm saying please here."
C: "I think you and Derek can make it."
Mer: "Are you just telling me what I want to hear?"
C: "I'm your PERSON. I'm on your side"
Looking at their friendship it's just amazing.
Meredith Grey (Closing): "Once upon a time, happily ever after. The stories we tell are stuff of dreams. Fairytales don't come true. Reality is much stormy, much perkier, much scarier, REALITY IS JUST SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING THAN HAPPILY EVER AFTER"
Yeah, pretty much says it all for fairytales. I have got nothing to say
MeredithDerek Forever,
XXX
Tao Priestess
Ow, yeah Grey's Anatomy open up with it's big 2 hours season 5 premiere.
Ugh, so nice. So I'm trying to see what I can quote from this episode, but surprisingly the best quote of this episode, actually come from the character that I least like. The nice news about this episode would be that Journeyman is guess staring on Grey's as this hottie soldier doctor, his early nick name for now is Dr.McScottish who is going to be Chistina's love interest in this season, uuh... and maybe even joining the cast of Grey's, but I think we have McDreamy and McSteamy should be enough hot guys doctor. I want a very sexy and irresistable new hot female doctors. I love Ellen Pompeo, but she's the only one I adore used to be also Kate Walsh playing McDreamy's ex wife Dr.Addison, a real sexy red-head oh, yeah, but she got her own show "Private Pratice, which premiere next week. Lexie Grey is kind of sexy, but not funny enough. I heard rumor of Joshua Jackson from Dawson's Creek joining apearently he's on another show, Fringe. Other time story. Yeah,oh well whatever it is I'll get all the Grey's Anatomy I can get.
Best quote:
Women patient: "Why do men cheat?"
Alex Karev: "Maybe, he was alone. He was down and he didn't want you to see him like that, in pain, weak, less than a man. he has his pride, so he turn away. It's not right, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't care. I swear it doesn't."
Wow, very surprising answer, especially coming from him. And as much as you all know how much I hate men for cheating on their wife and degrading women,etc , but I am partly a man, and I can't change that and I don't think I want to be especially this way I can view the world as both gender or so. Well, as much as I hate to admit it, but yes even though men are mostly "pig" , but sometimes things just happen, promises broken and mistakes were made even though we tried and did our best to be as true as possible to our partners. Forgiveness is not an easy thing to gain, but it's even harder to forget, so I really think that we should forgive everything that we can bec without forgiving, it'll be more harder to forget, right? And time heals everything, it's just that we don't know how slow or how long, but time will tell that everything is going to be alright... Everything will be ... alright...
Anyway, of course besides that quote the always best quote most likely will always be from Meredith Grey because of course she is the main character and also the narrator of every episode of Grey's Anatomy, ok, almost every episode(I remember there's one episode where some other char is narrating, and on the recaps of season 3, the famous Denny, a patient char who is in love and wants to marry Izzie, host that one).
Meredith Grey (Opening): "We all remember the bed time stories of our childhood. The shoe fits Cinderella, The frog turns into a prince, Sleeping Beauty is awaken with a kiss. Once upon a time and then they happily ever after. Fairytale, the stuff of dreams. The promblem is, fairytales don't come true. Is the other story, the one that begins with dark and stormy night and ends with the unspeakable. Is the nightmare that always seem to become reality." "The person that invented the phrase 'happily ever after' SHOULD HAVE HIS ASS KICKED so hard."
Mer: "I'm leaning into the fear, to get into my happy ending."
Very nice, that is true without courage can we achieve anything?
McScottish: "In the field, you do what you can, you work with what you have. It's not about something. It's not about being the best, but SAVING LIVES. I makes mistakes and guys died by my hand, good guys, guys who are fighting for their country on the desert. I don't know everything, nobody does. That why I make mistakes. and I learned from them, and the next time I don't make that mistake again, so the next time, the next guy, he lives. Mistake is how you learn."
Very well said. This quote. it's just wonderful quote and everyone should LISTEN to it.
Lexie Grey: " It happens, people makes mistakes. They sleep with the wrong person and they hide it, but if you ask me the part that comes after that matters, the part where you make it right"
I think it is absolutely very true, mistakes were made and we can't change the past. So we have to move on and deal with whatever already happen bec if we don't then how can we move on and enjoy whatever the future will have?
Dr. Mark Sloan: "When I like someobody, I make sure they know it. Life's too short to live any other way."
This comes from the "Playboy" Dr McSteamy. Then again, I do got him a couple of time for my Grey's Anatomy char results and I do hold the same principle. I always prefer to say it and get rejected rather than spending the rest of my life, wondering what it coulda, shoulda, woulda been. What you guys think?
Christina: "Why do you care what I think?"
Meredith: "Bec you're my PERSON and if I'm gonna do this with him, be whole, and healthy and be a warm and gooey person who lives with a boy, I need you. I need you on board. I need you to cheer me on cause u're the only one who knows me, darkly, really knows me. I need you to pretend that I can do this even if you don't believe it bec id you abandon my now, I will never make it and I'll never get my happy ending, and that's just ..."
C: "LIFE!"
Mer: "I'm saying please here."
C: "I think you and Derek can make it."
Mer: "Are you just telling me what I want to hear?"
C: "I'm your PERSON. I'm on your side"
Looking at their friendship it's just amazing.
Meredith Grey (Closing): "Once upon a time, happily ever after. The stories we tell are stuff of dreams. Fairytales don't come true. Reality is much stormy, much perkier, much scarier, REALITY IS JUST SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING THAN HAPPILY EVER AFTER"
Yeah, pretty much says it all for fairytales. I have got nothing to say
MeredithDerek Forever,
XXX
Tao Priestess
Friday, September 26, 2008
Happy 21th Birthday, Chrono
I wanna say Happy 21th Birthday to one of my groomsmen in the future, Chrono.
Hopefully you enjoy you 21years of life and I'm sure that you will have another great 21 years u ahead in you bright and glowing future. I hope I'll be joining you next year in Aussie. May God always bless you. May you have all the luck in the world. And that all your wishes will come true. To you my good friend, Happy Birthday.
From your possible future roommate,
Tao Priestess
Hopefully you enjoy you 21years of life and I'm sure that you will have another great 21 years u ahead in you bright and glowing future. I hope I'll be joining you next year in Aussie. May God always bless you. May you have all the luck in the world. And that all your wishes will come true. To you my good friend, Happy Birthday.
From your possible future roommate,
Tao Priestess
My Dream Proposal
Very unexpected, I was watching the office season premiere. Well technically I only start watching this series bec of the love story between these two best friend co-worker who just can't realize that they love each other and meant to be. So the last season the guy said that she had better prepare bec when it's so unexpexted. He will propose and he wasn't joking he showed the ring and said he bought it since their first date or so. And I thought well the proposal is never going to happen until mid-season, but at the last 5 minutes of this season premiere episode, He told his gf, who's momentarily in a few miles further to drove down and meet him halfway at some gas station. And it's raining more like almost a storm. He come out of the car, the gf start jokingly complaining about she drive more than halfway, she did the math and everything and BAM he got down on one knee and showed the ring and say "Will you marry me?"She happily said yes they kiss and hug while it's raining everywhere else, gosh the scene couldn't have been better, damn proposal in the rain. that's something I have actually never thought of. I thought of crying, dancing, and of course kissing in the rain, but proposing in the rain, it's just blows my mind.
I just love rain any kind of romantic scene with rain it's just amazingly wonderful, don't you all think?
Actually the only place I want to go before I will come out of this continent is Seattle, gosh and everyone just keep on saying, "there's nothing there. Besides it's rains every second." And I was like, "That's my point,Duh." Hopefully I'll manage on next year's spring break. Rain every second, wow that'll be my Heaven, oh...
Wish me luck on finding Miss Rain I guess,
XXX
Tao Priestess
I just love rain any kind of romantic scene with rain it's just amazingly wonderful, don't you all think?
Actually the only place I want to go before I will come out of this continent is Seattle, gosh and everyone just keep on saying, "there's nothing there. Besides it's rains every second." And I was like, "That's my point,Duh." Hopefully I'll manage on next year's spring break. Rain every second, wow that'll be my Heaven, oh...
Wish me luck on finding Miss Rain I guess,
XXX
Tao Priestess
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Tell me,tell me,tell me! Something I don't know...Something I don't know...Something I don't know.....
Well, originally I wanna make a list of hottie stars I love the most in every category I can think of, but I think I just wanna dedicate this one blog on my number one hottie, the one only star that actually can make me want to marry her. Oh, she's just so HOT... emphasis on beautiful on that Hot!
She is The lovely and the most talented actress,singer, and dancer. I have ever actually have feelings for a star this much. And I have never want to marry a star ask my friends I never adore someone this much, at least not only do I want to meet her, but to actually want to marry her. Wow, ugh she's just uh... damn amazing.
She is the one and only, Selena Gomez.
Her show Wizard of Waverly Place is freaking hilarious.
Her movie Another Cinderella Story .... (Haven't watch it, but If it anything like the trailer, I'm so going to be drop dead of amazement , of course)
She's so much better singer than Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus, whoever else is coming from Disney Channel.
She is the greatest dancer ever. Ugh, can't wait to see her dance move on her movie, I'll bet it's amazing.
I'm just gonna stop talking and I just want to glaze into amazement whenever I see her picture, I can't imagine what I'm going to do when I actually get to meet her in person, I might scream like a little girl, jumping up and down like crazy. Ugh,calm down. Relax, it'll happen when it happens. Hehehehe.
I can't get her song out of my head, her single "Tell Me Something I Don't Know"
Definitely is my no.1 jam even beating my previous no.1 jam in my head, which is Rihanna's Disturbia. So far I have uploaded in my player a couple of her movie, "Another Cinderella Story" dance part clips. All awesome! Plus her music video for "Tell Me Something I Don't Know"
And I give you here the lyrics to her single "Tell Me Something I Don't Know."
V-1
Everybody tells me that
It's so hard to make it
It's so hard to break yeah
There's no way to fake it
Everybody tells me that it's wrong what i'm feeling
I shouldn't believe in
The dreams that I'm dreaming
Pre-Chorus
I hear it everyday
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna amount to much
But they're never gonna change my mind, oh
Chorus
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Getcha not to treat me like a child, baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know
V-2
Everybody tells me
I don't know what I'm doing
This life I'm pursuing
The odds I'll be losing
Everybody tells me that
It's one in a million
Like one in billion
One in a zillion
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Rap
So here's the track
Like Catrina makes a
Wish Medina
Make em say 'I'm ready'
Are you ready for it
Yeah I'm ready for it
Really ready for it?
Yeah I'm ready for it
Let's get ready for it
Bridge
I'm on my way
I know I'm gonna get there someday
It doesn't help when you say
It won't be easy
Chorus(2x)
Oh, my Goddess I love Selena Gomez. I love her so much. Ah..... I'm so happy right now.
Love her,
XXX
Tao Priestess
She is The lovely and the most talented actress,singer, and dancer. I have ever actually have feelings for a star this much. And I have never want to marry a star ask my friends I never adore someone this much, at least not only do I want to meet her, but to actually want to marry her. Wow, ugh she's just uh... damn amazing.
She is the one and only, Selena Gomez.
Her show Wizard of Waverly Place is freaking hilarious.
Her movie Another Cinderella Story .... (Haven't watch it, but If it anything like the trailer, I'm so going to be drop dead of amazement , of course)
She's so much better singer than Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus, whoever else is coming from Disney Channel.
She is the greatest dancer ever. Ugh, can't wait to see her dance move on her movie, I'll bet it's amazing.
I'm just gonna stop talking and I just want to glaze into amazement whenever I see her picture, I can't imagine what I'm going to do when I actually get to meet her in person, I might scream like a little girl, jumping up and down like crazy. Ugh,calm down. Relax, it'll happen when it happens. Hehehehe.
I can't get her song out of my head, her single "Tell Me Something I Don't Know"
Definitely is my no.1 jam even beating my previous no.1 jam in my head, which is Rihanna's Disturbia. So far I have uploaded in my player a couple of her movie, "Another Cinderella Story" dance part clips. All awesome! Plus her music video for "Tell Me Something I Don't Know"
And I give you here the lyrics to her single "Tell Me Something I Don't Know."
V-1
Everybody tells me that
It's so hard to make it
It's so hard to break yeah
There's no way to fake it
Everybody tells me that it's wrong what i'm feeling
I shouldn't believe in
The dreams that I'm dreaming
Pre-Chorus
I hear it everyday
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna amount to much
But they're never gonna change my mind, oh
Chorus
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
How many inches in a mile
What it takes to make you smile
Getcha not to treat me like a child, baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me something I don't know
Something I don't know, something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know
Tell me, tell me something I don't know
V-2
Everybody tells me
I don't know what I'm doing
This life I'm pursuing
The odds I'll be losing
Everybody tells me that
It's one in a million
Like one in billion
One in a zillion
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Rap
So here's the track
Like Catrina makes a
Wish Medina
Make em say 'I'm ready'
Are you ready for it
Yeah I'm ready for it
Really ready for it?
Yeah I'm ready for it
Let's get ready for it
Bridge
I'm on my way
I know I'm gonna get there someday
It doesn't help when you say
It won't be easy
Chorus(2x)
Oh, my Goddess I love Selena Gomez. I love her so much. Ah..... I'm so happy right now.
Love her,
XXX
Tao Priestess
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Bitchiness Scale
I just figure out a bitchiness scale according to hair color.
In my scale I believe that:
- Blonde beats Black/Brunettes
+That'll be the reason why S can over throne B as Queen in today's GossipGirl
- Red Head beats Blondes
+Not likely bean proven in GossipGirl, yet since G is not coming back for now.
+But it is been proven in Cashmere Mafia where The Red Head is the head,of course.
+And Sex and The city where Miranda is the Bitchies of all,where Charlote is the nicest one of all
Then again I also believe that Red Head is the bitchiest, but unlike Blondes, they figure they would spend their time better when not being bitchy.
So Bitchiest ------------------------------------------ Somewhat "nice"
Red Head____________Blondes___________ Brunette/Blacks
Extreme++++++++++Normal++++++++++++Less/None
Well, technically since most people are Brunette/Blacks they can overthrown any other hair color. Like the Han is most of the population of China people, but somehow the royal family is Manchurian.
Anyway, of course by now u all should know I totally prefer Red Head or Brunette/Blacks for my future wife. Goddess, know I always do things that's extreme or none at all. Normal or the Blondes is never in my category.
And of course just by thinking about writing this blog, I had already expect my good friend, Prince of The Meanest once he read all this and comment on it. He might just argue on his blog about bitchiness scale where of course he would think that blonde is going to come on top of it. No surprises, so if you guys might wanna check on that go on www.diamondskin.blogspot.com
It didn't matter to me anyway since everyone's rate is different and they have the right to think and make up their own bitchiness scale, right?!
PS: Girl-M, this is good you know. You are Serena and all because from the latest GossipGirl episode Serena can take control even more powerful than Blair, so appreciate being a Serena and all, pliz.
From D Bitch with capital "W",
Tao Priestess
In my scale I believe that:
- Blonde beats Black/Brunettes
+That'll be the reason why S can over throne B as Queen in today's GossipGirl
- Red Head beats Blondes
+Not likely bean proven in GossipGirl, yet since G is not coming back for now.
+But it is been proven in Cashmere Mafia where The Red Head is the head,of course.
+And Sex and The city where Miranda is the Bitchies of all,where Charlote is the nicest one of all
Then again I also believe that Red Head is the bitchiest, but unlike Blondes, they figure they would spend their time better when not being bitchy.
So Bitchiest ------------------------------------------ Somewhat "nice"
Red Head____________Blondes___________ Brunette/Blacks
Extreme++++++++++Normal++++++++++++Less/None
Well, technically since most people are Brunette/Blacks they can overthrown any other hair color. Like the Han is most of the population of China people, but somehow the royal family is Manchurian.
Anyway, of course by now u all should know I totally prefer Red Head or Brunette/Blacks for my future wife. Goddess, know I always do things that's extreme or none at all. Normal or the Blondes is never in my category.
And of course just by thinking about writing this blog, I had already expect my good friend, Prince of The Meanest once he read all this and comment on it. He might just argue on his blog about bitchiness scale where of course he would think that blonde is going to come on top of it. No surprises, so if you guys might wanna check on that go on www.diamondskin.blogspot.com
It didn't matter to me anyway since everyone's rate is different and they have the right to think and make up their own bitchiness scale, right?!
PS: Girl-M, this is good you know. You are Serena and all because from the latest GossipGirl episode Serena can take control even more powerful than Blair, so appreciate being a Serena and all, pliz.
See you all, Bitches.
From D Bitch with capital "W",
Tao Priestess
Monday, September 22, 2008
Heroes Returns...
another oh, my F-ing God.
Ugh, why does Sylar have to get Claire's power. Damn it! UGH>>>>
the only good news coming from this episode is that I get to see Claire from the future, love that she lose the blonde and goes brunette, so much hotter. If only I can find the pic somewhere I would have post it here.
The rest of the story line is confusing as always right.
1. Hiro went to the future again, something is eating up the future and not a bomb that's all we know.
2. 2 Peter Pettreli in the present when is the future Peter will be able to return to the future as the present Peter got stuck in some villain's body. From what I know and believe someone from another time cannot be in the past for more than a few moments since it'll definitely change the future, and can't really say for better or for worse. The Butterly effect is true, so you can totally step on a butterfly and ending up with a few million peoples died in the future years. So as I would like to start saying now. Think about on your every decision because with every decision comes with every possible future.
3. The preminition that Peter's mom saw for the future is heroes is dead and the villains rule.
A. Heroes as in: Claire, Peter, Matt, Noah, & Hiro
B. Villains as in: Sylar, BlueFlame, BlackThinGuy, Nikki/etc, last one I forgot (and since I stupidly erased heroes just now from my dvr, I can't really recall any anything and have to depend purely on my memory, which u all know is not that well)
5 vs 5 fair , but somehow still can't win, and Claire still managed to "die" well technically if the brain didn't separate from the body she would have healed. One of the weakness of an "immortal"
4. Well, I know that Hiro will be dead in the future one way or another. Just great, he's kind of my favorite character. getting killed by Ando or the villains.
5. Ando & Suresh got powers more complication, isn't it?
6. I'm pretty sure there's the connection between that formula and the one that Suresh find for being able to multiply people with powers.
7. From no 6, I can assume that the "organization" use that formula to create our "heroes". since every next generation of every member of the "organization" have powers.
8. Love Kristen Bell as always, not so much as the "flash" not with that hair anyway prefer when she's "electric" then again her "electric" char's state of mind is kind of not so well. Severe Abandonment issue,etc
9. Hope to see more of the future brunette Claire, and of course figures out what will the future will have come to next.
Not a hero, even if I was I can only heal. I think
Tao Priestess
Ugh, why does Sylar have to get Claire's power. Damn it! UGH>>>>
the only good news coming from this episode is that I get to see Claire from the future, love that she lose the blonde and goes brunette, so much hotter. If only I can find the pic somewhere I would have post it here.
The rest of the story line is confusing as always right.
1. Hiro went to the future again, something is eating up the future and not a bomb that's all we know.
2. 2 Peter Pettreli in the present when is the future Peter will be able to return to the future as the present Peter got stuck in some villain's body. From what I know and believe someone from another time cannot be in the past for more than a few moments since it'll definitely change the future, and can't really say for better or for worse. The Butterly effect is true, so you can totally step on a butterfly and ending up with a few million peoples died in the future years. So as I would like to start saying now. Think about on your every decision because with every decision comes with every possible future.
3. The preminition that Peter's mom saw for the future is heroes is dead and the villains rule.
A. Heroes as in: Claire, Peter, Matt, Noah, & Hiro
B. Villains as in: Sylar, BlueFlame, BlackThinGuy, Nikki/etc, last one I forgot (and since I stupidly erased heroes just now from my dvr, I can't really recall any anything and have to depend purely on my memory, which u all know is not that well)
5 vs 5 fair , but somehow still can't win, and Claire still managed to "die" well technically if the brain didn't separate from the body she would have healed. One of the weakness of an "immortal"
4. Well, I know that Hiro will be dead in the future one way or another. Just great, he's kind of my favorite character. getting killed by Ando or the villains.
5. Ando & Suresh got powers more complication, isn't it?
6. I'm pretty sure there's the connection between that formula and the one that Suresh find for being able to multiply people with powers.
7. From no 6, I can assume that the "organization" use that formula to create our "heroes". since every next generation of every member of the "organization" have powers.
8. Love Kristen Bell as always, not so much as the "flash" not with that hair anyway prefer when she's "electric" then again her "electric" char's state of mind is kind of not so well. Severe Abandonment issue,etc
9. Hope to see more of the future brunette Claire, and of course figures out what will the future will have come to next.
Not a hero, even if I was I can only heal. I think
Tao Priestess
B: "OH,MY F-ING GOD!"
Ow,yeah that's right Vanessa caught Marcus and The Duchess about to "kick off".
I know that woman was a cougar when I first saw it. Ugh, and yes once I actually thought she and Marcus did, but I let it go. Guess first impression always right.
Damn it! My instinct is not getting duller, my conception is.
Poor Blair...
GG: "Spotted! A beautiful blonde phoenix rising from the ashes of a major public humiliation."
S: "Never again! From now own, everything goes through me."
GG: "Welcome back Queen Serena, consider us your humble servants cause if looks could kill, we know we wouldn't wanna be Dan Humprey."
Oh,my F-ing Goddess! W-O-W! The best scene from ... W-O-W. Oh, my F-ing God.
Chuck: "Well,look who's back on top. I wonder how that happen. Wait, now that I think of it, I knew exactly how that happen."
Wow,Queen S over throning Queen B! Surprise, surprise never actually thought it could happen. This all thanks to Chuck Bass. HATE HIM!!!!!
GG: "Sorry, Lonely Boy. Don't say we didn't try to warn you, but if Queen S will do this to D. Are any of us safe? Bow domn or Bow out!
XOXO,
GossipGirl
I know that woman was a cougar when I first saw it. Ugh, and yes once I actually thought she and Marcus did, but I let it go. Guess first impression always right.
Damn it! My instinct is not getting duller, my conception is.
Poor Blair...
GG: "Spotted! A beautiful blonde phoenix rising from the ashes of a major public humiliation."
S: "Never again! From now own, everything goes through me."
GG: "Welcome back Queen Serena, consider us your humble servants cause if looks could kill, we know we wouldn't wanna be Dan Humprey."
Oh,my F-ing Goddess! W-O-W! The best scene from ... W-O-W. Oh, my F-ing God.
Chuck: "Well,look who's back on top. I wonder how that happen. Wait, now that I think of it, I knew exactly how that happen."
Wow,Queen S over throning Queen B! Surprise, surprise never actually thought it could happen. This all thanks to Chuck Bass. HATE HIM!!!!!
Chuck Bass, I swear I'll kill you! Bastard!!!
GG: "Sorry, Lonely Boy. Don't say we didn't try to warn you, but if Queen S will do this to D. Are any of us safe? Bow domn or Bow out!
XOXO,
GossipGirl
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Friends, We'll live and We'll learn, so please Take one step at a time
To all my friend that needed guidance and everything else.
The simplest answer I can give you all lies on the lyrics of this song. So I think I'll just the lyrics to this song speak for itself.
Jordan Sparks - One Step At A Time
Lyrics:
Hurry up and wait. So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste, But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take One step at a time
There's no need to rush, It's like learning to fly Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why, One step at a time. (End Chorus)
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
(Chorus)2X
Hopefully this song help on whatever you guys are dealing with.
With love,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
The simplest answer I can give you all lies on the lyrics of this song. So I think I'll just the lyrics to this song speak for itself.
Jordan Sparks - One Step At A Time
Lyrics:
Hurry up and wait. So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste, But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take One step at a time
There's no need to rush, It's like learning to fly Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why, One step at a time. (End Chorus)
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
(Chorus)2X
Hopefully this song help on whatever you guys are dealing with.
With love,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Grey's Last season Finale quote
As I keep on rewatching again again and again Season 4's finale of Grey's anatomy, I just coudn't resist but to write these quotes:
Dr. Richard Weber to Meredith Grey: "I'm a good man. I know that I'm the villain in your story, but I'm a good man!"
Dr. Richard Weber to his wife. Adele: "I want to come home. I'm a good man. I'm a good man. I spend my day being a good man for my hospital, for my residents, for my patients. I'm a good man who make one mistake with a woman 20 years ago. I'm a good man for everybody, but you. I know that. Don't you think I know that, but I'm a good man and I'm your husband and I love you. Now, I'm not asking you to come home, I'm telling you, I'm your husband and I want to come home to my wife. "
Adele: "Well... It's about time."
Agh, with the song The Quest by Bryn Christopher(which is one of the song in my music player) All this last scenes were wonderfull. especially with everyone kissing each other. Oh, one of the most romantic ending ever and it's not even the last scene between Meredith and Derek, yet which of course would be my last quote,Da.
Meredith Grey to Derek Shepherd: " I'm still mad at you and I dunno if I trust you. I wanna trust you, but I dunno if I do. So, I'm just going to try and try to trust you because I believe we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart. I wanna be... " Yup, got cut by the most endearing kissing scene ever, agh melt my heart here.
Derek: "I have to go."
Merdith: "What"
Der: "In order to kiss you the way I wanna kiss you and do more than to kiss you. I need to speak to Rose. I need my conscious clear, so I can do more than kiss you. Stay here, don't move. Wait for me!"
Mer left alone in the ground where they're going to built the future home, drafted with candles lit on every single one. How romantic is Mer. Doing this "stupid embarrassing and corny thing" Hahaha. She finally is fixed or at least least trying to be, doing her best. Agh,the best finale ever.
How nice is it,to have someone did that for you.
OXOX
MerdithDerek McDreamy
Dr. Richard Weber to Meredith Grey: "I'm a good man. I know that I'm the villain in your story, but I'm a good man!"
Dr. Richard Weber to his wife. Adele: "I want to come home. I'm a good man. I'm a good man. I spend my day being a good man for my hospital, for my residents, for my patients. I'm a good man who make one mistake with a woman 20 years ago. I'm a good man for everybody, but you. I know that. Don't you think I know that, but I'm a good man and I'm your husband and I love you. Now, I'm not asking you to come home, I'm telling you, I'm your husband and I want to come home to my wife. "
Adele: "Well... It's about time."
Agh, with the song The Quest by Bryn Christopher(which is one of the song in my music player) All this last scenes were wonderfull. especially with everyone kissing each other. Oh, one of the most romantic ending ever and it's not even the last scene between Meredith and Derek, yet which of course would be my last quote,Da.
Meredith Grey to Derek Shepherd: " I'm still mad at you and I dunno if I trust you. I wanna trust you, but I dunno if I do. So, I'm just going to try and try to trust you because I believe we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart. I wanna be... " Yup, got cut by the most endearing kissing scene ever, agh melt my heart here.
Derek: "I have to go."
Merdith: "What"
Der: "In order to kiss you the way I wanna kiss you and do more than to kiss you. I need to speak to Rose. I need my conscious clear, so I can do more than kiss you. Stay here, don't move. Wait for me!"
Mer left alone in the ground where they're going to built the future home, drafted with candles lit on every single one. How romantic is Mer. Doing this "stupid embarrassing and corny thing" Hahaha. She finally is fixed or at least least trying to be, doing her best. Agh,the best finale ever.
How nice is it,to have someone did that for you.
OXOX
MerdithDerek McDreamy
I think I have a good day...
Well, I can't really sleep last night for some reason, my withdrawal from my advil pm(help sleeping pills) and my allergy medicine. My nose is running like crazy all night. Well, also that I know I have to keep reading this book, the last book of the twilight saga, Breaking Dawn. I's the best of all four books of course the fourth book is always the best one. Come morning and the sun rise, I close the book and tried to fall asleep, but either the sun or the all-night reading can't make my eyes close, so I figured only a few last chapter left, let's just finish it. Finally at noon, I finished the book awesome, fyi.
So, even after 12 hours less or so without any water, I really can't wake up from my bed and my eyes is finally feels tired, and I know I have homework on tonight's deadline so I can only take a couple hours of nap. I set the a;arm at 5 p.m. and I'm dozed away. Finally wake up at the that time I finally have energy to come down stair even with my throat dried out, and hydrate myself get something to eat, and finally catch up to my homework, my friend, Miss Fashion Diva called me, ask me to go watch a movie since she&LaidBackGuy cancel on our thursday nite plan to watch The Women. I'll skip the details, so we plan on going watch My Best Friend's Girl at 10.55 tonite if I managed to finish my quiz/homework before that time or then we're just going to catch the 12.20 one.
One thing was bothering me while I was doing my quiz baby D.J. just keep on crying for no reason. We feed him, changed his diaper, carry him, burp him, but he just keep crying, it's very unusual the only time he ever keep crying like this was when he just went home from his circumcision. Poor baby, he's a really good baby rarely cries,really. It just makes me feel uneasy, hopefully nothing happen to his father at work or something. I finish my quiz and head to movie theater. They were already there waiting for me, we managed to find a good seat for three in the middle, of a quite full theater, lucky. and just 1 trailer away before the movie start.
Agh, missed all the trailers. hiks3. Anyway the movie was amazing is the kind of movie that you want to watch because it's funny, but turns out to be the perfect romantic comedy movie, Dane Cook is super funny, and this movie is even better than his Good Luck Chuck, even though they are both just funny movies that I wanna watch that just turns out to be the perfect romantic comedy movie. Emphasis on the Comedy. I swear it's freaking funny.
And I feel better getting my life support renewed. and on my way home pink's So What is playing on the radio,of course. And while singing and believing on it. Suddenly rain just started falling, oh I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me I missed rain so much, but it's really rained even it it's just for a few second. I really am happy now. It's either I just had a good day or I't a start of a good day. And according to my "newly" used magic-8-ball from LaidBackGuy, for helping him move last weekend, I asked it today is going to be a good day and it showed, "YES DEFINITELY"
Agh,no one can ruin my moment for now. After months of bad luck and no "good" day in this "unlucky" years of mine and fellow rabbit zodiaks. I'm just glad there only 4 more 13th date left before, the new chinese new year on 26 Jan 2009. You guys would believe my "bad" days that happen in all the 13th date from early on this year, car accident, arguing with my friends all day, and I really mean all day with more than my local friend here even internationally. Anyway moving on from dwelling in the past.
A perfect romantic comedy, a rain and a good "sign" of a great day, I'm going to be dreaming something nice tonight, hopefully.
Hope you all are having the same good time,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
So, even after 12 hours less or so without any water, I really can't wake up from my bed and my eyes is finally feels tired, and I know I have homework on tonight's deadline so I can only take a couple hours of nap. I set the a;arm at 5 p.m. and I'm dozed away. Finally wake up at the that time I finally have energy to come down stair even with my throat dried out, and hydrate myself get something to eat, and finally catch up to my homework, my friend, Miss Fashion Diva called me, ask me to go watch a movie since she&LaidBackGuy cancel on our thursday nite plan to watch The Women. I'll skip the details, so we plan on going watch My Best Friend's Girl at 10.55 tonite if I managed to finish my quiz/homework before that time or then we're just going to catch the 12.20 one.
One thing was bothering me while I was doing my quiz baby D.J. just keep on crying for no reason. We feed him, changed his diaper, carry him, burp him, but he just keep crying, it's very unusual the only time he ever keep crying like this was when he just went home from his circumcision. Poor baby, he's a really good baby rarely cries,really. It just makes me feel uneasy, hopefully nothing happen to his father at work or something. I finish my quiz and head to movie theater. They were already there waiting for me, we managed to find a good seat for three in the middle, of a quite full theater, lucky. and just 1 trailer away before the movie start.
Agh, missed all the trailers. hiks3. Anyway the movie was amazing is the kind of movie that you want to watch because it's funny, but turns out to be the perfect romantic comedy movie, Dane Cook is super funny, and this movie is even better than his Good Luck Chuck, even though they are both just funny movies that I wanna watch that just turns out to be the perfect romantic comedy movie. Emphasis on the Comedy. I swear it's freaking funny.
And I feel better getting my life support renewed. and on my way home pink's So What is playing on the radio,of course. And while singing and believing on it. Suddenly rain just started falling, oh I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me I missed rain so much, but it's really rained even it it's just for a few second. I really am happy now. It's either I just had a good day or I't a start of a good day. And according to my "newly" used magic-8-ball from LaidBackGuy, for helping him move last weekend, I asked it today is going to be a good day and it showed, "YES DEFINITELY"
Agh,no one can ruin my moment for now. After months of bad luck and no "good" day in this "unlucky" years of mine and fellow rabbit zodiaks. I'm just glad there only 4 more 13th date left before, the new chinese new year on 26 Jan 2009. You guys would believe my "bad" days that happen in all the 13th date from early on this year, car accident, arguing with my friends all day, and I really mean all day with more than my local friend here even internationally. Anyway moving on from dwelling in the past.
A perfect romantic comedy, a rain and a good "sign" of a great day, I'm going to be dreaming something nice tonight, hopefully.
Hope you all are having the same good time,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Wah Huh, Ba da da da... da DA.
How nice is it to see this couple. This guy is actually asleep in from of his laptop, while his girlfriend is sleeping on his lap. Wow, definitely a position I would like to be in someday, or the girlfriend's position is not looks as bad either. Too bad it doesn't look like, it'll happen to me, not in anytime soon anyway. Another couple of years maybe, hopefully. Huh, hiks...hiks...hiks...hiks...
Ok ok, get over it. Come back to the present, focus on something else, you got to much to do before you can actually enjoy that sort of moment relax, focus on something else, and say So What!
Listening to "So What" by Pink definitely helps a lot
Here are the lyrics:
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na
I guess i just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So i'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And i'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight
Uh, check my flow, uh
The waiter just checked my table
And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess i'll go sit with Tom boy
At least he'll know how to hit
What if this song's on the radio
Then somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
He's gonna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We're all gonna get in a fight!
So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight
You weren't fair
You never were
You weren't all
But thats not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall
So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done (we're done)
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine)
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight
No No, No No
I Don't want you tonight
You weren't fair
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight
Ba da da da da da
So again SO WHAT! I'm alright, I'm just fine, and I don't want you tonight!
Now, I feel better,
Ba da da da... da da
Tao Priestess
Monday, September 15, 2008
Another GG's quote
GG: "Spotted: S and Lonely Boy locking lips like all is forgiven."
All hell is firing up again, as if everything was back to the way it suppose to be.
B: "I need you .... I need you now .... I need you to make me feel alive."
Wow, how hell just froze over, Blair Waldorf is begging.
GG: "Spotted: Lady B acting not so Lady-like. Hope you keep the receipt for the tiara, B."
Ck..Ck..Ck.. Caught off guard by the Lord himself. don't you think it's time to move on from your "dark knight" and chase your "light prince"
B: "Show me. I'm not some delicate little flower. Show me you want me!"
Now, that sounds like the Queen B is back on her throne.
Lonely Boy: "Serena, ... I still..."
S: "I know, me too (Door Closed) I love you."
Isn't breaking up just the plain hard? Then again the most difficult part haven't even started, yet. Have to wait for what happen next week on Gossip Girl
You know You love me,
XOXO
Gossip Girl
All hell is firing up again, as if everything was back to the way it suppose to be.
B: "I need you .... I need you now .... I need you to make me feel alive."
Wow, how hell just froze over, Blair Waldorf is begging.
GG: "Spotted: Lady B acting not so Lady-like. Hope you keep the receipt for the tiara, B."
Ck..Ck..Ck.. Caught off guard by the Lord himself. don't you think it's time to move on from your "dark knight" and chase your "light prince"
B: "Show me. I'm not some delicate little flower. Show me you want me!"
Now, that sounds like the Queen B is back on her throne.
Lonely Boy: "Serena, ... I still..."
S: "I know, me too (Door Closed) I love you."
Isn't breaking up just the plain hard? Then again the most difficult part haven't even started, yet. Have to wait for what happen next week on Gossip Girl
Love may fade with the season, but some friendship are year-around like you and me.
You know You love me,
XOXO
Gossip Girl
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Sleeping on "It's Amazing" by Jem
So besides my Jams, rihanna's disturbia, and my blues, Adele's Chasing Pavement.
This next song is very soothing for me and somehow, whenever listening to this song, I feel like all my troubles are gone and makes me very2 relax that last night I sleep on this song, playing it over over and over again with my music player in my computer. This great song is also part of the very famous legendary,best box office grossing for comedy movie, Sex and The City. And the artist Jem is super talented with all their music, I like most of all their songs. And Jem's song makes it into Grey's Anatomy soundtrack on every single season, with different songs every season. And I just love them all some of the best song I heard come from Grey's Anatomy Soundtrack. It's just part of the fabulous and wonderful magic that makes Grey's Anatomy the no.1 Show in TV for drama beating, it's rest colleague, like Desperate Housewife,etc also in medical drama or comedy, like Scrubs and E.R.
It's fabulous, and have I mention that's it's my primary life support right now, and that the 2-hour season 5 premiere is on Sep 25. It's going to be magical.
And now I present to you one of Jem's Best song of all Time, It's Amazing
Lyrics:
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/GX8J
Do it now
You know who you are
If feel it in your heart
And you're burning and wishing
At first, wait, won't get it on a plate
You're gonna have to work for it harder and harder
And I knew 'cause I've been there before
Knocking on the doors with rejection (rejection)
And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
[Chorus]
It's amazing, it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Patience now, frustration's in the air
And people who don't care
Well it's gonna get you down
And you'll (you'll) fall (fall)
Yes you will hit a wall
But get back on your feet
And you'll be stronger and smarter
And I knew 'cause I've been there before
Knocking down the doors won't take "No" for an answer
And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
[Chorus]
It's amazing it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing it makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Ooo-ooo-ooo
[electric voice]
It's amazing it's amazing all that you can do
It's amazing it makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
It's amazing it's amazing all that you can do
It's amazing it makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Have I told you all you guys can listen to it in my player, but if you're too lazy to look over there or find it very hard to scrool and that Iphone like player, then just go to youtube and listen to the song. It's a great song to calm your nerves down. definitely part of the blues of my heart.
Enjoy,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
This next song is very soothing for me and somehow, whenever listening to this song, I feel like all my troubles are gone and makes me very2 relax that last night I sleep on this song, playing it over over and over again with my music player in my computer. This great song is also part of the very famous legendary,best box office grossing for comedy movie, Sex and The City. And the artist Jem is super talented with all their music, I like most of all their songs. And Jem's song makes it into Grey's Anatomy soundtrack on every single season, with different songs every season. And I just love them all some of the best song I heard come from Grey's Anatomy Soundtrack. It's just part of the fabulous and wonderful magic that makes Grey's Anatomy the no.1 Show in TV for drama beating, it's rest colleague, like Desperate Housewife,etc also in medical drama or comedy, like Scrubs and E.R.
It's fabulous, and have I mention that's it's my primary life support right now, and that the 2-hour season 5 premiere is on Sep 25. It's going to be magical.
And now I present to you one of Jem's Best song of all Time, It's Amazing
Lyrics:
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/GX8J
Do it now
You know who you are
If feel it in your heart
And you're burning and wishing
At first, wait, won't get it on a plate
You're gonna have to work for it harder and harder
And I knew 'cause I've been there before
Knocking on the doors with rejection (rejection)
And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
[Chorus]
It's amazing, it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Patience now, frustration's in the air
And people who don't care
Well it's gonna get you down
And you'll (you'll) fall (fall)
Yes you will hit a wall
But get back on your feet
And you'll be stronger and smarter
And I knew 'cause I've been there before
Knocking down the doors won't take "No" for an answer
And you'll see 'cause if it's meant to be
Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
[Chorus]
It's amazing it's amazing
all that you can do
It's amazing it makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Ooo-ooo-ooo
[electric voice]
It's amazing it's amazing all that you can do
It's amazing it makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
It's amazing it's amazing all that you can do
It's amazing it makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you
Ahh-ahh-ahh
Have I told you all you guys can listen to it in my player, but if you're too lazy to look over there or find it very hard to scrool and that Iphone like player, then just go to youtube and listen to the song. It's a great song to calm your nerves down. definitely part of the blues of my heart.
Enjoy,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Tattoo for life
Ok, since there's so much heated discussion down there about my tattoos.
Let's bring it up here then shall we?
Ok, thanks.
It's just that I want opinion as a reassurance of I'm doing the right thing or not. Again not that it mattered on what I decide, jsut need reassurance like usual from you all that knows me. It's not like I'm going to take back my proposal for marriage to someone just bec u all say that's she's bla3 or that she's didn't fit me. So something like that.
I would have already got it if D.J.'s mom and dad haven't told me to try temporary. Yes, I will think about it 100x thanks, which is why I decide next year after I'm 21, I feel more ready that time than right now when I'm 20 for some reason. and after all it's not like you guys didn't know that I'm a planner and plans everything for the future and getting spontaneous especially for this big decision is so not me, unless I have to, but I don't so I wanna take much time possible to prepare for this.
1.Yes, Uda pikirin sakitnya
2. well, I think of tattoo as if it would be a scar something to be proud of and prove of what I have did in the past whether it'll be a mistake or not.
3. Yes letaknya, that's why I need opinion, but none seems to say anywhere I should get it. bicep,neck,shoulders,abs(preferably not since it's very fat), feet,calf,thigh,butt, lower back, etc
4. Ga sesuai dgn char gua, um... well for me it's fits my profile and the reason I'm getting that tattoo. But kalo g tattoo menurut d ways guys see my char then I would have to get a Doraemon tattoo. well isn't that something to be regret about. Which is why I do abstract so that it can be interpreted anyway u want it. Or maybe some of you then can figure what is that tattoo I should get, I'm open for discussion I might just do it, for the next tattoo. Go for it.
Also kalo I do everything according to what my char looks like to you guys then I wouldn't have ride a roller coaster, or kora2. Then I should be only riding Biangala, or merry-go-round in dufan, don't cha think?
Also harusnya then I shouldn't be able to play Billiard, right the bad boy's game?
5. Actually it's not for seumur hidup, unless I really can keep it that way, since the summer 2009 when I come back to indo and my parents happen to found it, it'll always be a NOnoNO to them no matter what, so I just hope that they really don't know that there's such thing as a tattoo laser removal surgery. D.J's dad got tattoo on both of his arm and when he went back his parents went panic, luckily they didn't know that there's a way to remove it that's why D.J's dad got to keep both his tats. Hahaha. Also one of the reason I ask for opinion if it looks good somehow, then they would nag/force me less into laser surgery if they happen to found out.
6. Sorry if I sounded pissed bec I don't know why you all focus on the size rather than the symbol itself, which doesn't makes sense to me. you guys could say something about the symbol first then then, said , but make it much much more smaller. that's fine, but u all just goes too big too huge, doesn't fit my char, but really appreciate the opinions. also kasian sama my karikatur and laen2 ga dikomentar, but then again I should know this would happen. so marah with you guys not really,more like to myself of not separating the tattoo with the stone's pic, etc
7. My arms are just trials. there's not really any point to make a big deal out of them. Just to see how it's going to be on the skin and I figure rather than opening my t-shirt for the whole festival people to see my belly(not pretty) and everything I would just slid up my t-shirt for my arms/ biceps whatever. Still haven't really decide where to do it in my thigh maybe or shoulders, etc . Also open for discussion please.
8. Ok, I get the size too big, I'll just have to make it small like a real "tramp stamp" Ok, got it. How small? Kira2 kasih contoh sekecil apa I should go?
9. Thank for everything guys, this is why I want opinions to prevent, whatever reasons that I haven't thought of for someday regretting getting the tattoo done, so to reduce the % of that will ever be happening.
Ps: In the one before I'm just saying that I'm getting the tattoo of the heart, and the where and size is up for discussion. Also that there's no such thing as tattoo is not for everyone.Some people do will regret and they'll get the laser removal surgery, so plz don't say tattoo doesn't fit my profile. It's like saying smoking is not for everyone. Please everyone can smoke.I don't approve and will never approve, but everyone does allowed to smoke(and please to Prince of The Meanest, I don't care how hot she or whoever it is smoking is a nono no matter how freaking cool she/he looks!)
I really do sound like a hypocrite when I'm trying to get a tattoo for my own reason, but trying to satisfy everybody on how it'll looks good on me. ok, then maybe I'll get my first tattoo my own way my own time, and no opinion needed on it, but you all can decide for the 2nd one or whatever. Size,pic,where is up for grabs.
I love moon crescent but dunno where or how big it's have to be. Just an fyi. Oke let me know what I want to know and what I don't want to know. It's good this is good, great actually. It's more complicated then "yeah, sure go for it", the kind of opinion to be expected for a reassurance kind of reason, but it's good. It's really is so keep those opinion coming, but try to put your words in more details plz. So too big, size it down about 3 cm panjangnya and lebarnya 1cm. Butterfly, moon, Doraemon whatever tattoo you all have in mind that you all think sesuai character gua bring it all, keep them coming. I'll consider them. Mau taronya dimana, paha pundak belakang dada,perut,kaki,betis,pinggul, apa aja bring it on all. ok
Thanks & Love you all,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Let's bring it up here then shall we?
Ok, thanks.
It's just that I want opinion as a reassurance of I'm doing the right thing or not. Again not that it mattered on what I decide, jsut need reassurance like usual from you all that knows me. It's not like I'm going to take back my proposal for marriage to someone just bec u all say that's she's bla3 or that she's didn't fit me. So something like that.
I would have already got it if D.J.'s mom and dad haven't told me to try temporary. Yes, I will think about it 100x thanks, which is why I decide next year after I'm 21, I feel more ready that time than right now when I'm 20 for some reason. and after all it's not like you guys didn't know that I'm a planner and plans everything for the future and getting spontaneous especially for this big decision is so not me, unless I have to, but I don't so I wanna take much time possible to prepare for this.
1.Yes, Uda pikirin sakitnya
2. well, I think of tattoo as if it would be a scar something to be proud of and prove of what I have did in the past whether it'll be a mistake or not.
3. Yes letaknya, that's why I need opinion, but none seems to say anywhere I should get it. bicep,neck,shoulders,abs(preferably not since it's very fat), feet,calf,thigh,butt, lower back, etc
4. Ga sesuai dgn char gua, um... well for me it's fits my profile and the reason I'm getting that tattoo. But kalo g tattoo menurut d ways guys see my char then I would have to get a Doraemon tattoo. well isn't that something to be regret about. Which is why I do abstract so that it can be interpreted anyway u want it. Or maybe some of you then can figure what is that tattoo I should get, I'm open for discussion I might just do it, for the next tattoo. Go for it.
Also kalo I do everything according to what my char looks like to you guys then I wouldn't have ride a roller coaster, or kora2. Then I should be only riding Biangala, or merry-go-round in dufan, don't cha think?
Also harusnya then I shouldn't be able to play Billiard, right the bad boy's game?
5. Actually it's not for seumur hidup, unless I really can keep it that way, since the summer 2009 when I come back to indo and my parents happen to found it, it'll always be a NOnoNO to them no matter what, so I just hope that they really don't know that there's such thing as a tattoo laser removal surgery. D.J's dad got tattoo on both of his arm and when he went back his parents went panic, luckily they didn't know that there's a way to remove it that's why D.J's dad got to keep both his tats. Hahaha. Also one of the reason I ask for opinion if it looks good somehow, then they would nag/force me less into laser surgery if they happen to found out.
6. Sorry if I sounded pissed bec I don't know why you all focus on the size rather than the symbol itself, which doesn't makes sense to me. you guys could say something about the symbol first then then, said , but make it much much more smaller. that's fine, but u all just goes too big too huge, doesn't fit my char, but really appreciate the opinions. also kasian sama my karikatur and laen2 ga dikomentar, but then again I should know this would happen. so marah with you guys not really,more like to myself of not separating the tattoo with the stone's pic, etc
7. My arms are just trials. there's not really any point to make a big deal out of them. Just to see how it's going to be on the skin and I figure rather than opening my t-shirt for the whole festival people to see my belly(not pretty) and everything I would just slid up my t-shirt for my arms/ biceps whatever. Still haven't really decide where to do it in my thigh maybe or shoulders, etc . Also open for discussion please.
8. Ok, I get the size too big, I'll just have to make it small like a real "tramp stamp" Ok, got it. How small? Kira2 kasih contoh sekecil apa I should go?
9. Thank for everything guys, this is why I want opinions to prevent, whatever reasons that I haven't thought of for someday regretting getting the tattoo done, so to reduce the % of that will ever be happening.
Ps: In the one before I'm just saying that I'm getting the tattoo of the heart, and the where and size is up for discussion. Also that there's no such thing as tattoo is not for everyone.Some people do will regret and they'll get the laser removal surgery, so plz don't say tattoo doesn't fit my profile. It's like saying smoking is not for everyone. Please everyone can smoke.I don't approve and will never approve, but everyone does allowed to smoke(and please to Prince of The Meanest, I don't care how hot she or whoever it is smoking is a nono no matter how freaking cool she/he looks!)
I really do sound like a hypocrite when I'm trying to get a tattoo for my own reason, but trying to satisfy everybody on how it'll looks good on me. ok, then maybe I'll get my first tattoo my own way my own time, and no opinion needed on it, but you all can decide for the 2nd one or whatever. Size,pic,where is up for grabs.
I love moon crescent but dunno where or how big it's have to be. Just an fyi. Oke let me know what I want to know and what I don't want to know. It's good this is good, great actually. It's more complicated then "yeah, sure go for it", the kind of opinion to be expected for a reassurance kind of reason, but it's good. It's really is so keep those opinion coming, but try to put your words in more details plz. So too big, size it down about 3 cm panjangnya and lebarnya 1cm. Butterfly, moon, Doraemon whatever tattoo you all have in mind that you all think sesuai character gua bring it all, keep them coming. I'll consider them. Mau taronya dimana, paha pundak belakang dada,perut,kaki,betis,pinggul, apa aja bring it on all. ok
Thanks & Love you all,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
The Women, my must watch movie
oh, this is wonderful.
The women coming out this friday.
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YEsyesyesyes
All women cast including the very hot and sexy Eva Mendes.
and my favorite red head the very super Funny Debra Messing
Oh, it's gonna be awesome, I already want to watch it since like May when I first saw the trailer. Oh, can't wait for tomorrow.
Super.
Btw it reminds me something that I forgot, I mention on how I love Rihanna's Disturbia, VMA is just one of the reason, I just keep on picturing a movie trailer with this song, which already advertise. This movie is from the b est selling series novel written by Sophia Kinsela, right LAdy? My coz'z favo book is finally coming out as a movie, and i'm so excited for her, and i'm so reading it before the movie come out next year's february I think.
Ugh, you all should watch the trailer of this hilarious movie named Confession of a Shopaholic. It's going to best super funny and a very nice romantic comedy of some sort, super can't wait. Have I mention that the trailer's song id disturbia.Agh...
besides that movie next year for this year i'm expecting to watch the accidental husband, High School Musical 3: Senior year coming out 24oct, Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince coming out on thanksgiving like 20th something november, also have I mention Twilight 12.12.08 from another best selling book by Stephanie Meyers romantic human-dracula-romance+lil bit of action here and there. I have read Twilight, New Moon, and just finish Eclipse last weekend, and wondering if I should read the latest one Breaking Dawn, but lets just see if I have any time left after help my friends move,watch the women, do my homework, and everything else on top of it. Agh, this is awesome. I do have mention that movies is one of my primary source of life in here, right? Something that I need in order to stay alive in here up until now. Oklah.
Ugh, not all good news, although my no.1 primary life source the only reason I still thinking about staying here, My no1. running show favorite. It used to be Charmed, but since it's already end, hiks4. So, now it's Grey's Anatomy. After finally the most amazing season finale ever last May. Finally this is the last time, Derek and Meredith forever, but as I said that there shouldn't be anymore drama for them,like Derek's ex girlfriend, rose getting pregnant with Derek's child. And guess what I just saw the new add for Grey's season premiere. Yes, Rose told Derek, "I'm having your baby." Damn it. Ugh, annoying. But I'm just glad that it premiere is in two week. Finally my main source of life.Agh...
That should be all. I'm just so freaking excited
Love you all,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
The women coming out this friday.
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YEsyesyesyes
All women cast including the very hot and sexy Eva Mendes.
and my favorite red head the very super Funny Debra Messing
Oh, it's gonna be awesome, I already want to watch it since like May when I first saw the trailer. Oh, can't wait for tomorrow.
Super.
Btw it reminds me something that I forgot, I mention on how I love Rihanna's Disturbia, VMA is just one of the reason, I just keep on picturing a movie trailer with this song, which already advertise. This movie is from the b est selling series novel written by Sophia Kinsela, right LAdy? My coz'z favo book is finally coming out as a movie, and i'm so excited for her, and i'm so reading it before the movie come out next year's february I think.
Ugh, you all should watch the trailer of this hilarious movie named Confession of a Shopaholic. It's going to best super funny and a very nice romantic comedy of some sort, super can't wait. Have I mention that the trailer's song id disturbia.Agh...
besides that movie next year for this year i'm expecting to watch the accidental husband, High School Musical 3: Senior year coming out 24oct, Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince coming out on thanksgiving like 20th something november, also have I mention Twilight 12.12.08 from another best selling book by Stephanie Meyers romantic human-dracula-romance+lil bit of action here and there. I have read Twilight, New Moon, and just finish Eclipse last weekend, and wondering if I should read the latest one Breaking Dawn, but lets just see if I have any time left after help my friends move,watch the women, do my homework, and everything else on top of it. Agh, this is awesome. I do have mention that movies is one of my primary source of life in here, right? Something that I need in order to stay alive in here up until now. Oklah.
Ugh, not all good news, although my no.1 primary life source the only reason I still thinking about staying here, My no1. running show favorite. It used to be Charmed, but since it's already end, hiks4. So, now it's Grey's Anatomy. After finally the most amazing season finale ever last May. Finally this is the last time, Derek and Meredith forever, but as I said that there shouldn't be anymore drama for them,like Derek's ex girlfriend, rose getting pregnant with Derek's child. And guess what I just saw the new add for Grey's season premiere. Yes, Rose told Derek, "I'm having your baby." Damn it. Ugh, annoying. But I'm just glad that it premiere is in two week. Finally my main source of life.Agh...
That should be all. I'm just so freaking excited
Love you all,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Adele -Chasing Pavement
Ok, you all should know my favorite jams right now would be Rihanna's Disturbia.
What you don't know is my favorite blues right now is this song.
Chasing Pavement by Adele
I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I love this song bec of something, I not sure, but I have an idea why I love this song. can't really explain it for now.
Enjoy the song should sometimes played in my player or just keep skipping until u find that song although it is a lot of songs in there or just go youtube or something. It's a wonderful song
Oklah
Hope you all will love it too,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
What you don't know is my favorite blues right now is this song.
Chasing Pavement by Adele
I've made up my mind,
No need to think it over,
If i'm wrong I aint right,
No need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
This is love but,
If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I love this song bec of something, I not sure, but I have an idea why I love this song. can't really explain it for now.
Enjoy the song should sometimes played in my player or just keep skipping until u find that song although it is a lot of songs in there or just go youtube or something. It's a wonderful song
Oklah
Hope you all will love it too,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Tattoo for life
If should be so lucky and my parent didn't happen to know about laser tattoo removal surgery.
And I do have decide on what and why to get a tattoo, just not where or how it would looks, since I frankly don't care about it
And I do have decide on what and why to get a tattoo, just not where or how it would looks, since I frankly don't care about it
Weleh
Aiyah, I hate this so much.
ok, so I have something that I wanna write in this blog, but the bad news is that I only remember what I wanna say when I was on my way to school this afternoon. I was even late for my class, but that's not even the worst part. I went to the restroom before I enter the class, somehow my jeans button just broke off, ugh yeah and after 5 minutes of wondering what the hell am i suppose to do now, while my pants is falling down every second and I didn't even wear a belt, so I use my jacket tie it up as a substitute for a belt, and my school is damn windy and cold, I hate when my hands and feet are always freezing , I'm fine with being cold, but when the wind blows it's a different story. And until now I can't even remember what I'm suppose to talk about on this blog, ugh.
I only remember I was going to refer it to Miss FashionDiva and Mr. LaidBackGuy. Ok, now I remember my to do list for this weekend.
To do list for this weekend:
+From fri-sun help Mr.LaidBackGuy and Miss FashionDiva move to their new place
-It's a 1 bedroom, they're finally officially moving in ALONE together
(Sorry, I'm not so sure that sometimes I cross some lines I dunno, yeah I don't really have bounderies, sorry,which is why this is good that two people tell me, that I cross those line with my blog talking about my friends and their personal lives, forgive me. See this is why I needed opinion, for most cases, sometimes I dunno what I'm doing. then again once my mind is set, there's really hardly anything you all can do to try and change it, you can try I won't blame you. I'll even be glad if you all did your best, and manage to do change my mind, but also sorry if you did your best and yet my mind is still as stubborn as a rock.I'm not you it's me)
+Well, tomorrows not yet weekend but I do have a car window tinting tomorrow morning if I can wake up I guess,then again it really didn't matter my cognitive psychology class tomorrow is a total buzz kill, which is why I sms my friend in indo at that time, since I don't really have many friends to sms not in here anyway, but since it's my 4-7pm which mean it's 6-9am on Friday morning in indo some of my friends well actually most, actually all didn't reply me until my class already over, can't blame them can't I. Ow, well remember that sms me during that time plz.
+do my psych stats homework
+then , I can read the 4th novel of Twilight series, Breaking dawn. Agh, can't wait amazing novels(vampire-human romance novel)Best international selling of course. Again I said can't wait until 12.12.08 Twilight movie hits the cinema
+fold my laundry
-more like hang my t-shirts and fold my pants,etc
+clean my room some more
-definitely no difference from last week, damn
+Try to make Rihanna' Disturbia dance video if have time or actually can be in time for in the mood for it
_oh, so inpired by the VMA dance, also after that I haven't been able to get that song, I just went nuts and keep on humming it at all times. Damn,
Bam bam bi dam bam bam bi dam dam
ARGH, hopefully if I can actually find the time
Then, again my last video before MAddona JT's 4 minutes video dance on my youtube videos, chandler4824. I actually did twice PCD's when I grew up videos, but Prince of The Meanest ask them to put both down since they're too gay, I dunno how, but I might have an idea, or so I just love more female singer and watch them a lot and a lot, ok all of my dances were base on female dance also since I can't do male's dance/hip hop kinda like dance. So I totally could do a very sexy female dance, but it would be a total puking source, at least for me. I'm not that good of an actress to be able to play my dancer char so well, or any part that I have to act actually. That's why the reason I don't wanna lie to my friends, since it's hard for me to act, I can, but I don't like lying to my friends anyway. So I did my best try to do my best of dance moves with out coming out to girlie/gay dance. Then again I'm really not that good of a dancer anyway, do it for fun. I just wish there's someone here to help me or to be part of this routine of mine. oh, well lone wolf fate, figures. I'll do my best, but I don't know it I can even do the zombie robot dance like the one in VMA, I'll try this is 1st warning to you all who's going to watch it later,if u're interested.
Bam bam bi dam bam bam bi dam dam
DISTURBIA................DISTURBIA..............................
Bam bam bi dam bam bam bi dam dam
not that I kissed a girl by Katy Perry is out of my mind yet. But I can't really do katy's sexy moves in her video, since I dunno how to be a female char, since I don't have any wig, cosmetics or women's shirt. if not I might already try a transgender video about that song, but again I might even wanna puke, just thinking about it gives me the "hibis jibis".ugh!
Hopefully could do well in this video.
oh, love that song.I've been practicing my head zombie robot spin in the car whenever I hear that song, but that's all.
Sorry if I'm not that good and even make you all wanna puke. Then again I'm doing it bec it's fun or my not bec I have a good number of views on my videos, rite so enjoy?
PS:Ok, so everyone keep on telling me that tattoo isn't my thing.
I dunno how to take this as a compliment or an insult. I'm not that guy, I keep on reminding myself I'm not that kind of bad boy type guy that actually sensitive on the inside that everyone just keep on wanting, I'm not a bad boy never gonna be, but getting a tattoo is nothing to do with bad boy they're just "linked" by society of course also with billiard with bad boy image my parent keep on saying that. Ugh, maybe the tattoo thing is partly their fault to since they won't let me have one. Then again I don't want them to know. well, I get it, but you guys might not . It's fine of course. I'm me. And then again I am what I am no tattoo is going to change that, but I figure I don't feel lucky, no one ever does with their live, I think as a human it's always natural to want to have what you can't have of course. Huh I believe this small change will effect me in a big way to a better direction, then again it's just my hunch. Thanks for your opinion I really appreciate it guys, but I made up my mine. Sorry, then again the new me later might just be better rather me know ok so, you all stop worrying. Tattoo is for everyone, ok. after all, if I won't know if I make a mistake or might be the best decision of my life
Love you all,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
ok, so I have something that I wanna write in this blog, but the bad news is that I only remember what I wanna say when I was on my way to school this afternoon. I was even late for my class, but that's not even the worst part. I went to the restroom before I enter the class, somehow my jeans button just broke off, ugh yeah and after 5 minutes of wondering what the hell am i suppose to do now, while my pants is falling down every second and I didn't even wear a belt, so I use my jacket tie it up as a substitute for a belt, and my school is damn windy and cold, I hate when my hands and feet are always freezing , I'm fine with being cold, but when the wind blows it's a different story. And until now I can't even remember what I'm suppose to talk about on this blog, ugh.
I only remember I was going to refer it to Miss FashionDiva and Mr. LaidBackGuy. Ok, now I remember my to do list for this weekend.
To do list for this weekend:
+From fri-sun help Mr.LaidBackGuy and Miss FashionDiva move to their new place
-It's a 1 bedroom, they're finally officially moving in ALONE together
(Sorry, I'm not so sure that sometimes I cross some lines I dunno, yeah I don't really have bounderies, sorry,which is why this is good that two people tell me, that I cross those line with my blog talking about my friends and their personal lives, forgive me. See this is why I needed opinion, for most cases, sometimes I dunno what I'm doing. then again once my mind is set, there's really hardly anything you all can do to try and change it, you can try I won't blame you. I'll even be glad if you all did your best, and manage to do change my mind, but also sorry if you did your best and yet my mind is still as stubborn as a rock.I'm not you it's me)
+Well, tomorrows not yet weekend but I do have a car window tinting tomorrow morning if I can wake up I guess,then again it really didn't matter my cognitive psychology class tomorrow is a total buzz kill, which is why I sms my friend in indo at that time, since I don't really have many friends to sms not in here anyway, but since it's my 4-7pm which mean it's 6-9am on Friday morning in indo some of my friends well actually most, actually all didn't reply me until my class already over, can't blame them can't I. Ow, well remember that sms me during that time plz.
+do my psych stats homework
+then , I can read the 4th novel of Twilight series, Breaking dawn. Agh, can't wait amazing novels(vampire-human romance novel)Best international selling of course. Again I said can't wait until 12.12.08 Twilight movie hits the cinema
+fold my laundry
-more like hang my t-shirts and fold my pants,etc
+clean my room some more
-definitely no difference from last week, damn
+Try to make Rihanna' Disturbia dance video if have time or actually can be in time for in the mood for it
_oh, so inpired by the VMA dance, also after that I haven't been able to get that song, I just went nuts and keep on humming it at all times. Damn,
Bam bam bi dam bam bam bi dam dam
ARGH, hopefully if I can actually find the time
Then, again my last video before MAddona JT's 4 minutes video dance on my youtube videos, chandler4824. I actually did twice PCD's when I grew up videos, but Prince of The Meanest ask them to put both down since they're too gay, I dunno how, but I might have an idea, or so I just love more female singer and watch them a lot and a lot, ok all of my dances were base on female dance also since I can't do male's dance/hip hop kinda like dance. So I totally could do a very sexy female dance, but it would be a total puking source, at least for me. I'm not that good of an actress to be able to play my dancer char so well, or any part that I have to act actually. That's why the reason I don't wanna lie to my friends, since it's hard for me to act, I can, but I don't like lying to my friends anyway. So I did my best try to do my best of dance moves with out coming out to girlie/gay dance. Then again I'm really not that good of a dancer anyway, do it for fun. I just wish there's someone here to help me or to be part of this routine of mine. oh, well lone wolf fate, figures. I'll do my best, but I don't know it I can even do the zombie robot dance like the one in VMA, I'll try this is 1st warning to you all who's going to watch it later,if u're interested.
Bam bam bi dam bam bam bi dam dam
DISTURBIA................DISTURBIA..............................
Bam bam bi dam bam bam bi dam dam
not that I kissed a girl by Katy Perry is out of my mind yet. But I can't really do katy's sexy moves in her video, since I dunno how to be a female char, since I don't have any wig, cosmetics or women's shirt. if not I might already try a transgender video about that song, but again I might even wanna puke, just thinking about it gives me the "hibis jibis".ugh!
Hopefully could do well in this video.
oh, love that song.I've been practicing my head zombie robot spin in the car whenever I hear that song, but that's all.
Sorry if I'm not that good and even make you all wanna puke. Then again I'm doing it bec it's fun or my not bec I have a good number of views on my videos, rite so enjoy?
PS:Ok, so everyone keep on telling me that tattoo isn't my thing.
I dunno how to take this as a compliment or an insult. I'm not that guy, I keep on reminding myself I'm not that kind of bad boy type guy that actually sensitive on the inside that everyone just keep on wanting, I'm not a bad boy never gonna be, but getting a tattoo is nothing to do with bad boy they're just "linked" by society of course also with billiard with bad boy image my parent keep on saying that. Ugh, maybe the tattoo thing is partly their fault to since they won't let me have one. Then again I don't want them to know. well, I get it, but you guys might not . It's fine of course. I'm me. And then again I am what I am no tattoo is going to change that, but I figure I don't feel lucky, no one ever does with their live, I think as a human it's always natural to want to have what you can't have of course. Huh I believe this small change will effect me in a big way to a better direction, then again it's just my hunch. Thanks for your opinion I really appreciate it guys, but I made up my mine. Sorry, then again the new me later might just be better rather me know ok so, you all stop worrying. Tattoo is for everyone, ok. after all, if I won't know if I make a mistake or might be the best decision of my life
Love you all,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Monday, September 8, 2008
GG quote
When it comes to scandal, I'll take Manhattan every time
Welcome home, upper east-sider
you know you miss me
XOXO,
Gossip Girl
Welcome home, upper east-sider
you know you miss me
XOXO,
Gossip Girl
Sunday, September 7, 2008
2008 VMA's Awesome, sort of
ok, so Britney Spears did the opening, nice. Rihanna 's performance of Disturbia, Super Awesome... Then Britney winning the best female video awards, Awesome.
The host was hilarious although most of the time I didn't even know what the hell he was saying with that ascent.
Ugh, hate when they freaking cut Katy Perry's performance of "like a virgin" with some stupid commercial, and when they come back she's already finishing up with I kissed a girl.
Ow, and Pussycat Dolls won best dance video with their "When I grew up" music video, which I love the best.
The best performance is definitely's Pink's So What, Super Duper awesome...
Continue on Rihanna's entrance for her new duet, which was likeable for me, I like the song, but since the real version haven't come out yet, at least not here, I don't know if I'm going to like it as much
Next, the cast of high school musical (It's annoying they keep on announcing who comes out and for what also in how many minutes, so freaking annoying
Another scene for encouraging us to sms vote for best new artist, of course I vote for Katy Perry, the most awesome one of the whole list, not that miley cyrus, jordan sparks, or Taylor Swift is not great, but I made my choice
(PS: Danity Kane are receiving the text voting.Hahahah)
Ok, Zac,Vannessa,Corbin, and Ashley is presenting Christina Aguirela singing Genie in a bottle, but in a very "dark" version, continuing with a new song of her I believe, Awesome. I liked the song, I think.
Ok, Nate from GossipGirl, and LC from the Hills(Ugh stupid "really" show!) tells that Tokio Hotel win the freaking new artist, from all four that I prefer to win, the one that won is some whatever rock band. Huh, unbelievable. Oh, whatever
Next on another commercial of Paris's stupid show looking for new BFF, ugh. I felt so sick I wanna puke, luckily I have fast forwarding button on my DVR.
Oh, my Goddess I just talk about her and here she is presenting, freaking Bitch Paris "ugh" Hilton. And the best pop video goes to ... Briney's Piece of Me, again Woho, nice, very nice.
Last nomination video of the year, argh the winner is. I'm hoping for Britney or PCD, both awesome. ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH, yes yes yes. Britney won again, so happy she clean sweep all her nomination, so wonderfull. Argh.
Kanye west closing, whatev not my kind of music.
The End of 2008 VMA
La La La LA,
Tao Priestess
The host was hilarious although most of the time I didn't even know what the hell he was saying with that ascent.
Ugh, hate when they freaking cut Katy Perry's performance of "like a virgin" with some stupid commercial, and when they come back she's already finishing up with I kissed a girl.
Ow, and Pussycat Dolls won best dance video with their "When I grew up" music video, which I love the best.
The best performance is definitely's Pink's So What, Super Duper awesome...
Continue on Rihanna's entrance for her new duet, which was likeable for me, I like the song, but since the real version haven't come out yet, at least not here, I don't know if I'm going to like it as much
Next, the cast of high school musical (It's annoying they keep on announcing who comes out and for what also in how many minutes, so freaking annoying
Another scene for encouraging us to sms vote for best new artist, of course I vote for Katy Perry, the most awesome one of the whole list, not that miley cyrus, jordan sparks, or Taylor Swift is not great, but I made my choice
(PS: Danity Kane are receiving the text voting.Hahahah)
Ok, Zac,Vannessa,Corbin, and Ashley is presenting Christina Aguirela singing Genie in a bottle, but in a very "dark" version, continuing with a new song of her I believe, Awesome. I liked the song, I think.
Ok, Nate from GossipGirl, and LC from the Hills(Ugh stupid "really" show!) tells that Tokio Hotel win the freaking new artist, from all four that I prefer to win, the one that won is some whatever rock band. Huh, unbelievable. Oh, whatever
Next on another commercial of Paris's stupid show looking for new BFF, ugh. I felt so sick I wanna puke, luckily I have fast forwarding button on my DVR.
Oh, my Goddess I just talk about her and here she is presenting, freaking Bitch Paris "ugh" Hilton. And the best pop video goes to ... Briney's Piece of Me, again Woho, nice, very nice.
Last nomination video of the year, argh the winner is. I'm hoping for Britney or PCD, both awesome. ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH, yes yes yes. Britney won again, so happy she clean sweep all her nomination, so wonderfull. Argh.
Kanye west closing, whatev not my kind of music.
The End of 2008 VMA
La La La LA,
Tao Priestess
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Ok, new TATTOO +++++
Ok, so next tattoo.
Ok, it's the same as the last time just that it is smaller and inside a feather, not a very good one, and yes I think it's not so good of a tattoo, but basically this is the design that I would get for the real tattoo that I'm getting next year after my Sweet 21. So what do u guys think about this one?
Tell me do you prefer this one or the one before? Inside the feather or not, let me know ok. Don't forget. I WANT your opinions, no matter what they are ,ok! SERIOUSLY tell me, ok!!!
Next up the other tattoo that I wanted
Ok, that all the TATs I'm getting until my real one next year, ok
So,next up my caricature, it's very funny I would say, but I dunno, I would need all of your opinion for that, ok. Hahaha.
Next up my "M S T M" caligraphy, I think it's nice, besides the "S" part, huh. Let me know if you all think it's nice or not, ok.
After all that next I'll show you my nature stone collections that I bought when I went to festivals,etc.All the purple gems are amethyst, my favorite stones, I'm so close to be born in Feb where Amethyst is the birth stone, but since I'm an Aquarius, and their birth stones is Amethyst.
Hehehe. My new favorite stones is Rose Quart, those pink colored stones. It was believed to have an amazing effects for love, it's a love stone or some sort. And since I was told that my pick aura is missing (everyone have 7 color aura, and somehow I was missing the pink aura, for some reason, so that's kind of why I can't loved, or have very bead luck in love or so) and Rose Quart is believed to be able to recover my missing pink/love aura or so like that, ok. I believe them , I don't care what other says. 
I do believe in them. And one other bracelet that have some pick and some green like color, plus black(it's magnets. Ok, so that one so I have trouble sleeping, some of you should know that as an obvious thing, so I been trying alternative's like magnetic bracelet, and it seems to be working I use to not be able to sleep until 4 a.m. in the morning and now I can fall asleep at 2 a.m. I would say that's an amazing effect don't you think? So I figured I found this store at this festival that sells magnetic bracelet that also have nature stones with them, oh, awesome double effects for 1 thing it's wow. 
So I pick that bracelet bec i already have a rose quart bracelet, so I don't need another one, And I select from amethyst and moonstone bracelet, but none of them appeal to me, so I finally decided on that Beryl bracelet, the effect of Beryl is also kind of nice. I like it although I really wanted a moonstone added to my stone collection, but I guess until next time I'm sure I'll find a nice moonstone.
Uh..., so that should all be my entire collection hopefully you like them all or not, I guess. ok, that's it.
So please let me know about the tattoo, okokokok! Please please please. Seriously!!!
PS: I know for some of you who's Anime fans might have known where I got my tattoo from, but for the rest I won't tell, yet anyway. Well, ok it's is all from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle from CLAMP. Plus I choose these tattoo because I think they'll be a perfect symbols for the personal reason I decided to have a tattoo in a first place, ok not because I'm in total love of the Anime although to be honest, ssI also do happen to be in love with that Anime, but again it's not my primary reason my I pick those as my tattoo, ok. I believe that those symbols are just the perfect symbols for what I'm trying to represent, ok no other reason or no other symbol that I'm actually interested in well, of course except for Tao symbol, Ying and Yang that one yeah, but ok first of all I should know where I want to have these tattoos ok. So I need your help guys, help me decide where to actually get these tattoos. Ok, I have 2 biceps where I would only place a tattoo over there the rest should be behind my shoulders I guess, so how about the Sakura Feather's symbol(that heart with more additional, "slash" add to it my very first one, my profile pic, yes that tattoo) on my right bicep, so just wondering if I should do that with the feather or not, and if not do you think it would be nice to have that symbol with a very thin moon crescent on it's side or so, or just the symbol, I was hoping for the symbol inside the feather and then the feather could be shape like moon cresent or so, what do you guys think? Ok, and let me know if I should have color inside the feather or so , and the the color for the symbol, the original color is dark maroon, or maybe I should do it in black. Ok, next the wings, I think no one actually complain about that one and totally told me to go for the Sakura's Wing or to be exact if you are all following the actual manga for TRC(Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle) you would have known that that Wing symbol is actually the seal of death, the curse from Fai Wong that was placed to Sakura, but again like I said I only think that it's the perfect symbol, I didn't actually use the real meaning of the symbol, so don't worry or so.
Then I would really love to have a Tao, a yin and yang symbol, on my back maybe because I am Tao Priestess, not literally, but I am a Taoist. Ok,but I don't have to.
My back was actually, I dunno I wanna have it tattoo, but I think I wanna have a big one back there like many people would be a dragon, but I'm not going to do that. First because tattooing at your back is extremely painful bec when tattooing the tattoo artist will constantly hit your bones. Ugh, it's gonna be so painful, at least that's what I have heard from everyone else so far. Second I don't really have any idea of a tattoo that big that I want to have in my back, so that will be all 2 tattoo's for sure The Sakura feather's symbol, the heart like tattoo and the curse/seal of death or the wings like tattoo. Ok, so let me know you guys, and also about the Tao/Yin&Yang symbol, ok . Thank you very much, all of your opinion and suggestion will be very much appreciated, ok, don't forget.
Hope you like all that you see,
OXOX
Tao Priestess
Friday, September 5, 2008
GG's test
Which Gossip Girl Are You?
My Result: Jenny
Even if you sometimes fall short of your goals, you never stop trying. And while you definitely set the bar a little high for yourself sometimes, we're pretty sure that you'll reach your dreams no matter what it takes. You probably don't realize how many people envy you, either. But think about it — who wouldn't?
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Quotes from Gossip Girl
After reading my good friend's blog about gossip girl quotes that just makes me kept on thinking about which quotes that I like the most. So, first of all it would be fair to start those quotes from the first season, the quotes that I instantly remember somehow, so here it is.
The most important thing that I care about now is my 4G:
Of, course by Blair, the most witch with capital "B" person ever, who somehow I, Prince of The Meanest, and Girl-M 's favorite character. Although I got Jenny from my GossipGirl test, and I told my friend, girl-M, that she's a total Serena, but she didn't believe me and still think that she's a Blair, of course after she took the test I was right, she's a Serena.hahaha. Maybe if M was more like Prince of The Meanest, might be then the result would be clearly Blair.
Other quotes:
GossipGirl: "Ain't karma a bitch? We know Blair Waldorf is."
Ow, Hell Yeah!!!
Jenny Humprey: "Look,I know I acted like a complete and total raging bitch last year, but what you don't know is how bad I felt about it all summer. You were the only person that was friend with me for me."
Eric van der Woodsen: "Well, you did get yours in the end. And Since it's not like I have many friends myself, I guess I could use every lying, manipulating, back-stabbing one I can get. "
Oh, what's a nice apology, and of course the best acceptance of an apology I have ever heard to bad I don't have that many big fights with my friend, and especially non that I would not be the guilty party somehow, I just always ended up being the one asking for sorry. Oh,well story of my life, I guess.
GossipGirl: "Spotted! Serena and Nate in a massive display of P.D.A ~ and that's exactly what Dan Humphrey is... Pretty. Damn. Angry."
Oh, this is one of those scene that's just to die for. I was literally screaming while it happen, since I know those last line is just coming up before it was even said. Agh... It's the best. And the next funny part of course
Bitch1&2 showed up.
Dan Humprey: "Hi, what are you doing here?"
Bitch1: "I came with a date, I'm glad I did."
Bitch2: "Because since I know her date, the two of us got to meet."
Bitch1: "Yeah and then we got to talking and then we figure out that the other night at Jeremiah Harris' reading when you're making out with me..."
Bitch2: "... you're suppose to be with me."
Serena van der Woodsen: "HUH!"
Bitch 1&2 looks at each other then pour a couple of cocktails on both sides of Dan's suit(Red&Blue)
Bitch2: "Ooops!"
Serena: "hm... Hmmm...!"
Dan turn around facing Serena
Serena: "Waitwaitwait, nonono let me guess, you can explain."
Dan showed a speechless smile
Oh, the funniest punch line the this season 2 opener, oh. Poor Dan Humphrey.
Blair Waldorf: "Gimme a reason! The true reason I should stay where I am and not get into the car. Three words, eight letters, say it and I'm yours."
Ow, this quote just melt my heart, and definitely broke my heart when Chuck can't say it. What an Idiot!!!
GossipGirl: "A simple trip to the beach could be all it takes to clear our heads and open our hearts and write a new ending to an old story."
Ow, this is a very poetic quotes I love it. rewriting the past with the future isn't it what it says?
"You ain't see nothing yet."
XOXO,
Gossip Girl
The most important thing that I care about now is my 4G:
Girlfriend,Great_friends & Gossip Girl.
Of, course by Blair, the most witch with capital "B" person ever, who somehow I, Prince of The Meanest, and Girl-M 's favorite character. Although I got Jenny from my GossipGirl test, and I told my friend, girl-M, that she's a total Serena, but she didn't believe me and still think that she's a Blair, of course after she took the test I was right, she's a Serena.hahaha. Maybe if M was more like Prince of The Meanest, might be then the result would be clearly Blair.
Other quotes:
GossipGirl: "Ain't karma a bitch? We know Blair Waldorf is."
Ow, Hell Yeah!!!
Jenny Humprey: "Look,I know I acted like a complete and total raging bitch last year, but what you don't know is how bad I felt about it all summer. You were the only person that was friend with me for me."
Eric van der Woodsen: "Well, you did get yours in the end. And Since it's not like I have many friends myself, I guess I could use every lying, manipulating, back-stabbing one I can get. "
Oh, what's a nice apology, and of course the best acceptance of an apology I have ever heard to bad I don't have that many big fights with my friend, and especially non that I would not be the guilty party somehow, I just always ended up being the one asking for sorry. Oh,well story of my life, I guess.
GossipGirl: "Spotted! Serena and Nate in a massive display of P.D.A ~ and that's exactly what Dan Humphrey is... Pretty. Damn. Angry."
Oh, this is one of those scene that's just to die for. I was literally screaming while it happen, since I know those last line is just coming up before it was even said. Agh... It's the best. And the next funny part of course
Bitch1&2 showed up.
Dan Humprey: "Hi, what are you doing here?"
Bitch1: "I came with a date, I'm glad I did."
Bitch2: "Because since I know her date, the two of us got to meet."
Bitch1: "Yeah and then we got to talking and then we figure out that the other night at Jeremiah Harris' reading when you're making out with me..."
Bitch2: "... you're suppose to be with me."
Serena van der Woodsen: "HUH!"
Bitch 1&2 looks at each other then pour a couple of cocktails on both sides of Dan's suit(Red&Blue)
Bitch2: "Ooops!"
Serena: "hm... Hmmm...!"
Dan turn around facing Serena
Serena: "Waitwaitwait, nonono let me guess, you can explain."
Dan showed a speechless smile
Oh, the funniest punch line the this season 2 opener, oh. Poor Dan Humphrey.
Blair Waldorf: "Gimme a reason! The true reason I should stay where I am and not get into the car. Three words, eight letters, say it and I'm yours."
Ow, this quote just melt my heart, and definitely broke my heart when Chuck can't say it. What an Idiot!!!
GossipGirl: "A simple trip to the beach could be all it takes to clear our heads and open our hearts and write a new ending to an old story."
Ow, this is a very poetic quotes I love it. rewriting the past with the future isn't it what it says?
"You ain't see nothing yet."
XOXO,
Gossip Girl
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