Btw... FYI...I got a TATTOO

Tell me if you like the symbol,ok.
Yes, I know it's freaking huge

Ow, walking... miss them, but I might just went to far

I haven't been to any festival since May/June so it's been months, so I went to this art and wine festival in MillBrea, a city nearby my university with my couple friends FashionDiva&LaidBackGuy and of course I would say the best festival would be the Japanese summer festival at temples, but I guess it's still a festival thing, I wouldn't kill me, well so far it didn't kill me, but it did kill my feet, I walked 5 blocks of whole festival area back and forth and back and forth, well long story and not that interesting anyway. I just wish I wear my shoes, the one with the gels pads added on them, oh I didn't feel a thing even though I walk like forever. So, yesterday I wear sandals, and not a comfy one and almost end up ruining my right knee I'm afraid to move it since it makes sounds and it didn't feel good, it still isn't now, but it had never happen before ever even though I walk for kilometers everytime I'm in Singapore on my vacation it's just wow. And those gels pads would totally kill my sore feet every year I went to Singapore after been in here all year long, where walking is not something you wanted to be bec it's won't get you anywhere this place is so freaking big that if you don't have a car, you really can't go anywhere especially with that kind of public transportation. trust me. And for me that hates driving it really meant a lot to be able to walk everywhere I like, and yes people keep on asking me why just you don't ride a bike, well first of all I can't ride a bike, and 2nd yes if you have a bike and ask me to ride on it, I think I definitely can already, since my sense of balance should work now and actually be able to let me balance on a bike and ride on it, hopefully, but my point is I like walking it's better, at least for me to be able to dodge something on your own rather than relying on bike's brake or car's brake or whatever.
Well, that's just me some other people I know that just hate walking, no names, I'm sure they know who they are and that I'm talking about them. Hehehehe. Ok, I love walking and that's why I wanna live in Singapore, where of course the public transportation is the best, and since it's a one country,one island, one city, a very small one I might add and not even bigger that J-town my hometown. So it's just awesome. And if you have one of those lazy days where u're just don't wanna take the public transportation, you can just take a taxi after all it is where the cheapest taxi fares live. Da... Agh just can't wait until then, but still got a long way to go and a couple more years before I even can try to find a job in Singapore as a university professor, first I gotta graduate from my bachelor here and then really considering on moving to Aussie to for my master's or china. ok, so enough about the future. I have to start thinking more about the present than the future. I have to change, so back to present,well more like past, ok so festivals, I have fun I finally found an apron, after looking for a cute one for so long that I can and will use whenever I'm cooking, ah... Ok, what else ow, I found a cute baby shirt for my roommate's baby's 40days birthday, which would be this friday Sep the 7th, and what else well I bought a bunch of rose quart stones to fix my "missing" pink aura, it's another story for another time and I'll have pictures uploaded soon on these items, just as soon as I remember and got time to do it bec well, although today monday is a national holiday here, Labor day, hari Buruh, so we got a long weekend since this holiday will only be on a Monday. tomorrow is tuesday and I got to prepare some things before I can do well in my class tomorrow.oklah, I'll be of for now.

Ciao,
OXOX
Tao Priestess

Gossip Girl is back

Finally 1st of September,one of my life support is back... Gossip Girl 2nd season premiere is on air. As I was watching I remember why I love this series, so much at the first place and oh, it's so much better than the last season finale, trust me. It is as the advertisement of GG said, "Mind-Blowingly Inappropriate" according to some parent's group watch on tv shows or something, and yes it is. Oh, I know some people who expect this series to came back, of course the one who is totally in love with the series and even make her blog like Gossip Girl's using first initial to refer to the female character like Serena van der Woodsen as S, Blair Waldorf as B, etc.. So I would say it's obvious I'm talking abouit my friend, Girl-M (www.white-cherryblossom.blogspot.com).
Glad to celebrate on this event. of course, can't wait until the end of September where all of my life support is coming back one by one. Grey's Anatomy the most important one of course, Agh...

Ok, then enjoy the new Gossip Girl episode is here
As a tribute to Kristen Bell, the voice of Gossip Girl.
X O X O,
Gossip Girl

Well more like Tao Priestess.hehehe

My "Ecstatic" Day on blogging

ok, so where did I left off before I had to go yesterday?
Ok, let's continue after "fixing" my "issues". I went and check out my friend, girl-M's new blog(www.white-cherryblossom.blogspot.com) ,where she tell the world about her first love experience, that I must say is not a happy ending story, but more a cruel drama that's just leaves her as the victim in her own story, and I'm just so proud of her that she was able to make it through, as in able to write down her deepest scar that she have ever had and write them down in her blog, in order to be able to take the next step and move on from this bastrad-ex of her. Imagine if you got your very first love and it just kills you forever since your first love is the one that's the most unforgetable,right? Sop she has to be able to live with this scar for the rest of her live, and I'm proud of her that she's able to get through it until now, especially with all other drama in her life, and I wish for her problems to go away one by one until she was actually finally ever to feel life again especially to be in love again. I'm just so proud of you, M.
So, afterward I get a message from Girl-M telling me about Accused-LesbianGirl's blog, which is www.naidelyn-blueberry.blogspot.com So I check the sms from Accused-LesbianGirl and she's telling me that she's not good with writing stuff down and making blog and everything, but she'll try. Well, I thank her, bec of course probably one of the reason she decided to make that blog of her is bec I asked her to. so I just felt guilty, but glad I did and I hope someday she will be to, because one of my reason for asking my friends to make blogs is because I feel a lot of lonely over here sometimes and miss my friends, so I told them to make blogs so that I can read what they're up to and everything, but I also believe that writing blog is therapudic for people, for me for us , for everyone. because we all have thoughts on our mind every moment of everyday and for some people it's very difficult to actually find some time to clear their mind to calm their senses and lower their streess level down,a nd I speak from personal experience I only been writing this blog for about 2 weeks or so and I have felt much better about all the stress that I have feltever since moving here. I just felt lighter and not as much anger in me or as much stress in that matter. I felt a little bit more alive everytimre I wirte down pieces of my life that happen and I wanted to share everythin with the world, at least my friends.
So I wanna tell you all that I think it's great to share bec sometimes we just can't handle on everything on our own, and just needed to someone to talk and listen,too. Well, it's not more like blogging and commenting on each other's blog, but you get my point.

So blog all you want frenz, it may benefit you.
Wish you all the best,
XO XO
Tao Priestess

Friends forever, more or so..., right?

I wanna thank my friend, Merlion for guiding me and Prince of The Meanest towards "clearance." And I don't think she should have to worry about me and Prince of The Meanest since he and I always will be friends forever just like me an her, but PoTM and me connected to me in some weird way somehow just like I connect with my other friends that's just so different and might even be totally opposite from my personality and behavior, like Chenan, Windy, Chrono, JoeDCasanova, and including Prince of The Meanest himself, and my first brother, A2 come to think of it. Most of the Guy that I know have totally opposition personality with me, and those that do have close to similar personality with me like, SwordHandDude, TripleRLittleGuy, LaidBackGuy, ERYOmegaBurst, and my 2nd cousin in Singapore, BTMagnaExtreme, I'm not much closer to them for some twisted fate game. somehow all my close guy friend was all on the other side of the same coin as me. I wonder if this is fate's lesson for me. Nah, I knew better, I think. and after all I do have a lot of girl_friends that supports me and my decision, even when my boy_friends doesn't agree or care about whatever I was thinking at all. Well, guys... (Hate them... most of the time) I just wish to have a girl_friend that can be closer to me than even one of my guy_friend would, but no luck in that chance happening yet, since those girl_friends of mine would already be a double or taken/ she had a boyfriend, so like always I turned up to be the "black mistress." the guy that the boyfriends always jealous of since somehow I "seem" to be closer to their girl_friend than they did, and think that I wanna take their girl_friend away from them. Um, hello first of all I don't make the first move, 2nd why they hell would I after someone that's already been taken, I'm not going to be a "home" wrecker. 3rd of all I'm friends with your girl_friend even before they were even your partners, so why the hell didn't I make a move before? And I'm not about the kind of guy that just realizes his feelings after someone that I always though was there, just suddenly went "missing" bec they have become your partners. I'm not that pathetic, even though I never realizes when I have feelings for someone, at least not right away, I need to psychotherapy myself first to confirm those things, but I don't make a move, just because a girl just suddenly taken. I'm not that kind of a guy that's after the "chase". In fact I hate the "chase." Unlike my friend JoeDCasanove, and I would say my friend's Girl-M's ex, Billy, mentioned @her blog www.white-cherryblossom.blogspot.com So these kind of guy, as I would "label" them the kind of guys that just want what they CAN'T have. so basically lovers of the "chase especially the harder it is the better it is for them. So take a girl that's not so interesting to them and been close/know him well, just suddenly got a partner and this would somehow impact these kind of guys to find that girl is now interesting bec there's a challenge into getting them, which would be that the girl is unavailable since she now has a boyfriend, but it doesn't make these kind of to stop chasing them, but it even want to make them "chase" her more, since it's difficult and they just love what's HARDER to get, the more difficult the more they find it interesting, and keep on chasing. These kind of guys just can't keep a woman, since once they got the girl, and the "chase" is over, they no longer find the girl interesting. these kind of guys bother me a lot, since they basically can never keep a women and yet they CAN have any girl that they want, unlike me who waits to be "saved" by my princess or something. But I pray for my friend, JoeDCassanova, and hoped that he actually change his "nature" or hopefully someday he can manage to find a girl that is just so mysterious and can keep on the "chase" mode even after they have gotten together, only then he will be able to stay on the relationship. So good luck for him, then again not that he needed it since he told me that he's not the marrying kind, yeah Big Surprise, there.(DA, it's obvious)
But who knows where his fate will bring him in the future so, I wish him all the luck and best of all, and so for all of my friends and future friends that might have this kind of type of behavior/personality.
hopefully none of my girl_friends won't be hurt by this kind of guy, sometime in there future, and hopefully none of my boy_friends will be this kind of guys.
So just wanna say I love you all just the way you all are, but that doesn't mean that I have to like you all just the way you all are.
Am I right or wrong? I don't care.

Friends forever you all,
OX OX
Tao Priestess

PS: Another friend of mine, just made her blog, Accused-LesbianGirl, check it out at www. naidelyn-blueberry.blogspot.com. HeheheheShe's kind of the opposite of me, so if she's the Accused-LesbianGirl, then I would be the Accused-GayGuy, ugh that's is not where I'm suppose to go with this. Anyway, just wanna say I mostly just nickname my friends depends on their name or their personality, but if they already have a nickname online I would have made their nickname based on their online nick, but she's didn't really have any yet, so for now Accused-LesbianGirl, only until she asked me to stopped or to change it or after she found a cool nickname or not. Hehehe. Sorry, GIRL_FRIEND

My "Ecstatic" Day

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To have faith is...

Ok, so before I come back and continue on my blog from before I just have to get something out of my chest before the heat is gone.
So Miss Fashion Diva is asking me since I'm a Taoist and Taoism purpose is more towards longevity, then why are you eating all unhealthy food and stuff isn't it against the purpose of of Taoism. Ok, I told her,well also with LaidBackGuy mention that Taoism doing longevity by meditation, and also other ways that I haven't mention like controlling your Chakra/Chi (tenaga dalam) and evrything alike. And Miss FashionDiva then go on saying, "But meditation only makes your mind calms and everything and if you don't eat right then what's the use of a calm min, it can't help you live longer when your liver is broken or you have cancer or any deathly illness." Well she said something like that. And of course stupidly I answer before I realize something, I said, "well, what we believe in mediatation can bring more than calm mind." Then after saying that she said, "Ok, like what, what kind of stories have you heard, about people what do they manage to do with meditation only?" Then finally like and idiot I finally realize, and ask LaidBackGuy, " Is she the kind of person that didn't believe in something, if there wasn't reasearch on it?" He answers, "YES." Da of course, that's why she quits whatever her religion is before Kristen/Catholics whatever, how come I haven't come to this conclusion until now, she doesn't have any faith, well maybe a fashion sense, but definitely not faith. She's totaly live inside a bos that says, "No Proof, No Believing." And she keeps on firing me with, "What have you heard about what meditation can cause." Ok, so I said,"Think of that meditation can cause everything and anything and that the options is unlimited." She said ok, " the option is unlimited, but what have you heard that it could do?" Oh, my Goddess until that time finally I truly realized, nothing I said will never be enough because, she need proof, and FAITH is believe in something that has no proof, believing in higher power that might or might not exist, that's what faith all about isn't it? And I stopped talking bec there's no way to make her understand what I feel, what I believe in, and my faith. Whatever I say wil never be enough. "I give up. Nothing I said will ever be enough because you'll always need proof." I said and then she said, "Well, if meditation can makes me buy a new dress, then I will meditate." Wow, I didn't realize that she can't have faith, but also her priority is absolutely not normal, or crazy. I dunno what else to say to her, and then I said, "Unlimited. It's is a very hard word to understand." to LaidBackGuy, who's wiping his windshield, and enjoy watching our fight and he thinks, it's funny. I also did, but she didn't. WOW, And she said something to her boyfriend and then LaidBackGuy told me what she told him, "she said that even the universe has its limit." Oh, my Goddess." It's like comunicating into a brick wall, no matter how hard you scream unless of course you have "super" voice of some sort it'll never change or budge, it's useless and a waste of time of course. So I know now that unless I give her a prove that she can actually seen/heard before, she won't ever believe even then i'm not sure that she'll believe. Also, well I can't really give her that because I'm not even into that deep into Taoism, yet and so far even anybody I know that is deeprer into taoism that I am haven't heard any magical things/miracles or wahtever that Miss FashionDiva wants as prove. So I totally give up to whatever she wanted to say, and just said, "Wow, i'm just glad that you're major is not art." (bec living in that box would have definitely cut your career even before it begins, and an artist should never have lived in a box bec it means that their inspiration and their mind is limited and it's not something that you want in an artist, right?) Tehn I said to LaidBackGuy, " Do you think this is mhy math is such a hard subject to her bec she didn't get what the hel is infinity means in math." After thinking about it now, I should have said, "I don't get why math is such a hard subject for her bec with all those logic boxes in her mind you would think she could have been a scientiest or a mathematician, like Thomas Alpha Edison or whoever genius, oh Einstein." well whatever, and then when I went to open my house door, Miss FashionDiva roll down her windows, and asking me for more "proof". I said, "have faith and you don't need proof." or something like that. and somehow I stupidly falls and give her and example, like living forever or longevity potion, etc. why do I ever speak in a debate, Hello my mind don't work that fast that's why I always lose to my brothers when it comes to a tongue fight/debate.Da. So I fall into her "trap" and she ask ok, then where is the longevity portion and who have live forever." I said, "I dunno." (Oh,my Goddess wow definitely no faith is inside of her.)"HAVE FAITH!" then, "You're enjoying this,aren't you?" to LaidBackGuy on the driver side. Then she goes on her on "whatever" mode. and they drove away. And I went inside and writing this blog now.
Ok, so do you think that she's right? that no proof, then you won't believe it?
I'm not not saying I'm right either bec I have faith and it don't matter in the end, even if we might know someday that what I believe in is true or not bec it's true for me bec I have have my faith on it, It din't matter, different story with her of course, DA...
Well, I just wanna share this with you all and I didn't have any interntion to start a war on religion or bliefs or whatever bec I'm a feminist and I believe in that it's all about choices and everyone has the right on their own choices, whether you like or not right, they decide their own choices on what to believe and what not, right? or not It don't matter to me.

Ps: I have known Miss FashionDiva for like almost 3 years I would say, and this doesn't cahnge a thing on our friendship don't worry, especially since she doesn't major in religion or arts in that matter, and that her interest are of course fashion, so It didn't matter to her that she can't convince me to not have faith, and so am I vice versa. We'll still be good friends.No Worry.

I know I'm a Taoist no matter what other choose to believe in whatever they wanna believe in.
So OXOX,
Tao Priestess

WOW

so ok,I never prepared to write this blog this morning, but a surprise thing happen my cellphone was ringing Long Song by Sara Bareiles all morning. It's my text message ring, and I actually thought that my phone has went nuts because it just started playing that song again after 15 the last time I press something to sogn it's ring, and finally I wake up and check if my phone has really gone nuts or something, to my shock I found 1 sms from my friend AccusedLesbianGirl, well that's all I can think for her nickname now, and about 7-17 sms from Merlion, and I thought ow, maybe it's and error messaging where like another friend of mine Girl-M(www.white-cherryblossom.blogspot.com). When she usually message me especially if it's a 2 part sms usually what happen is the first part that went into my phone was 2sms, so it's 2 of the same sms,a nd the 2nd part never arrive or so. But after reading 4-7sms, and none of them are replicas from my friend, Merlion I replied, then continue again reading her sms another 3 then replied again, and by that time she already replied me another 4 new sms. It's very unusual bec I have never actually get that many continuous sms before , I have sent longer one maybe , but never receive one, and now I know how it's felt to be on the other end of the receiving phone, well, maybe if my phone was just vibrating instead of singing it might just be less annnoying I believe. so, after a while and getting the message from her sms about me , being like inconsiderate towards our friend, Prince of The Meanest(www.diamondskin.blogspot.com) I checked my blgo first and find a couple of things Merlion mention and after posting a replied comment on my blogs. I went to my usual routine and check up on Prince of The Meanest's blog(diamondskin) and found out that my friend was blogging about me and how I told him that he's changing and he feels like almost-offended I assume bec he thought that I thought he was on the wrong sinde in the past and now changing into the good/right side. And I was totally never expected this bec I never thought that I commenting/giving compliment or some sort about him changing is making him feel this way, and I'm so sorry and I totally had no intention to make you think that way or even actualy wanted that bec there's no wrong or right in the way of life first of all, but there is a bad and good way to live it, and I told him that I didn't mean for him to feel wronged bec I'm not. all I'm saying from my "applaud" about his changes of behaviour is somehow making me feels like he wants to be a better person that he already was and that's what I'm trying to "Applaud" not that you were not a better person already or some sort, but it's just that seeing him changing like this have totally made me melt and want to try on changing some things of mine that I have a problem with. I'm sorry if it makes him feels anything else other that that from my message. And I just want to made it clear that I have no intention of saying or making him feels the way he feels now. Again I'm sorry, Prince of The Meanest.
And I think I did my best to explain everything on my comment and also try not to make my comment another thing that could mislead my friends of mine what I think about him. And I'm sorry if I still somehow managed to do wrong to you again, somehow, again I'm sorry. All I meant was everything that I write nothing else and nothing more out of it. So apparently MErlion was already commenting on his blog. And my friend Merlion somehow just exploded after reading Prince of The Meanest's Blog about me, which she already knew at that time must just be a missunderstanding , and she scold the both of us,well sort of, and going on about the things about me and Prince of TheMeanest that's is in the past had happen before. I thank her for her intention and her comment although it's a little out of the content of what Prince of the Meanest was talking about me talking about him, but it's the thought that counts, and I thank her, and after publishing my comment on PoTM's blog explaining everything I continue to read Merlion's sms and she's telling me to look at PoTM's blog for more clear on what she was talking about in her sms. LOL. (well, it's what happen most of the time,somehow my "psychic" mind manage to jump through the future without even reading where to go first.)
ok, I GTG, but after I come back I'll tell you about what happens next if anybody still interested and also about my friend's new Blog Girl-M @ www.white-cherryblossom.blogspot.com

XO XO,
Tao Priestess